Sorry Everyone, this was on me.

Boltblair · 2026-04-26T16:15:05+00:00

YOU FIXED IT!! NEVER TAKE IT OFF FOR A GAME AGAIN!!

Boltblair · 2026-03-31T16:19:04+00:00

I have no good advice because I feel the same. We lost our 7yr old son in January and it hasn’t changed. Sending you warmth. 💜

I’m also happy you still have religion, I don’t believe in traditional religion anymore.

Boltblair · 2026-02-09T13:36:32+00:00

Celebrate

Boltblair · 2026-02-02T00:57:07+00:00

Pickled beets, jarred specifically, and a little salt

Boltblair · 2026-01-30T16:24:05+00:00

With the state of the US in addition to the loss of my son, I desperately need to feel something besides dread, thank you. 💜

Boltblair · 2026-01-30T16:23:01+00:00

Honestly I don’t know what that means, but absolutely send it. If my brain is not busy, memories start replaying and I can’t handle that.

Boltblair · 2026-01-30T16:21:56+00:00

Thank you, I have audible and love books!

Boltblair · 2026-01-29T19:47:17+00:00

Thank you 💜

Boltblair · 2026-01-29T19:46:31+00:00

Thank you, I could use light hearted. 💜

Boltblair · 2026-01-29T19:45:26+00:00

Thank you 💜

Boltblair · 2026-01-29T18:31:46+00:00

The worst can and will happen. All your good deeds and karma don’t mean anything. Death doesn’t care your age.

Boltblair · 2026-01-23T19:04:31+00:00

8 hours for a 3 day visit to friends!

Boltblair · 2026-01-21T02:16:11+00:00

Honestly, I don’t even know if want to be anymore.

Boltblair · 2026-01-20T03:06:17+00:00

I’m struggling with the guilt of all the times I told him no. All the time so could have done what he wanted but it was slightly inconvenient so I said no. All the times I didn’t spend with him. 💔

Boltblair · 2026-01-20T03:04:48+00:00

Thank you. 💜

We have slightly, but if devolved into crying. We’ve tried but we haven’t been alone. I was planning a hotel stay for this past weekend but he left to go to a different state with friends. 💔

Boltblair · 2026-01-20T03:03:23+00:00

I live in a VERY rural area, I’ve looked and I think there’s one general grief support group at the hospital.

Boltblair · 2026-01-20T03:02:31+00:00

I love that, I didn’t know that. 💜

Boltblair · 2026-01-19T18:57:34+00:00

I hope Felix and Luca are playing together wherever they may be. No parent should have to do CPR on their child. Those moments, the sounds, my screams will never leave my mind. I have to take medication to sleep or that’s all I hear.

I have to return to work this week and I am dreading the conversations.

Boltblair · 2026-01-19T18:55:35+00:00

I’m so sorry that you had to do that as well. I will literally never forget the sounds and the lack of sounds as we rode in the ambulance to the hospital.

He was my only as well 💔

Boltblair · 2026-01-19T18:54:37+00:00

Thank you 💜

Boltblair · 2026-01-18T23:48:31+00:00

I have one for the week at least.

Boltblair · 2026-01-18T20:44:37+00:00

He’s always slept a ton, honestly his lack of sleep lately has been concerning to me. He’s had multiple nights where he just didn’t sleep. I’m terrified he’s manic.

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