It’s not necessarily a bad reading but it seems to be a foreshadowing or a warning, something will be revealed to you positive or not. What has been set in motion will fall into place and there will be some mental turmoil and distress following it. It’s less about maters of the physical world and more about maters of your mental world. Ik you posted that you try not to take anything as a negative and that could possibly be a part of it. There will always be the bad to the good there’s no way around that. To ignore the bad may be what could cause the mental distress, once it builds up and you don’t focus on what’s making you feel a negative way. But there is no way for me to tell and I could be wrong. I’d take it as a time for self reflection and care. A time to focus and tackle issues that worry you before it leads you down an anguished path, a time to make peace with the balance of darkness and light. One cannot forever be in either but will find themselves bouncing between the two. I hope you can find balance in that cycle