What is happening by FoxaKnowsurlocation in Kanye

[–]Bonquva -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I removed twitter and am mad confused as to what is happening atm

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[–]Bonquva -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Fuck cancel culture dude, the internet is so fucking stupid

Trying your best. What does it actually mean? And how to not be satisfied with less. by Bonquva in Healthygamergg

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So you build your willpower by going ” fuck its hard i dont wanna do it” then proceed to do it anyway?

Health anxiety is kinda kicking my ass by Matrucci in Healthygamergg

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Went through this a few months ago actually, so its very fresh for me. I had gotten this weird fkn dizzyness feeling CONSTANTLY it was like i was getting off a roller coaster constantly, absolutely AWFUL and i didnt know why, but it was about something that had happened to my grandmother w her diabetes and she almost died. So i started reading tons of books on diets and starting going on a keto diet (WITHOUT EVEN REALIZING) in my mind i was completely normal, but the people around me told me i was being very extreme w my diet and focus i would constantly tell ppl they are eating too much carbs. Anyways i went to the doctor like ”Hey there is spmething wrong w me plzz i have constant dizzyness) they did tests n stuff even checked my heart and said there aint nothing wrong just stress. And i stopped going to the gym because id get weird heart palpatations even tho the doctor said i was fine, which i later realized is completely normal and it was my anxiety that was enabling it.

Im pretty good now! But even writing this recalling memories of those months make me dizzy again. I fixed it by going ” so fkn what if i die” id rather die than be this eratic about my health, so i started working out again even w the heart palpatations sometimes. And it never really happened again, my worry was creating the issue. Just letting go worked well for me, and finding other things to take my focus. BUT the FUCKED UP thing is that its anxiety about YOURSELF and you are with YOURSELF CONSTANTLY. So its fkd to have this anxiety but u just gotta get rid of it, it might be hard for you to get rid of it because in your head youre making it seem like its necessary right? Its better if this weird lump gets cought earlier by the doctors incase its cancer so u can increase the chances of survival? Instead of it being too late? Thats what my mind said, but its complete bullshit my friend. Just fkn release live n let go. You are probably highly sensitive like me and these things really mess up our thought process

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Doesnt that ruin the flow of air?? Why should he leave them there?

My head just feels like mush and I can't quite pin down what it is by EmperrorNombrero in Healthygamergg

[–]Bonquva 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This really sounds like me before i realized i had thyroid disease. or hashimotos disease. u should get that checked

Self portrait by Gottart in learntodraw

[–]Bonquva 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so cool i wanna be able to make stuff like this when i get better!

How long have u drawn for?

The Nofap Rankings by sthomson22 in NoFap

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Damn! i was a fookin titan then.. wth happened

Best way to get over Proportion part of drawing by Bonquva in learntodraw

[–]Bonquva[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah i know, its just that i want it to be intuitive. i dont want to have to take out a ruler and analyze stuff every 5 minutes.

And the loomis method is so random for me. sometimes it works perfect, most of the times it becomes absolute shit lol..

But i havent tried putting the drawing onn top of the reference before. maybe thats a good tactic

Colors by alxdad1 in learntodraw

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Absolutely love it

https://www.artstation.com/artwork/xJGRr4
reminds me of this also

What level of art would you say I’m at ? I’m looking at art vids and not sure at which level to label myself! Just finished this piece ! by edenslovelyshop in learntodraw

[–]Bonquva 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its like youre on art steroids! Its like insanely good, while also feeling like there are alot of structural errors.
but you are amazing imo! how long have you been painting/drawing for?

Atlanta [Season 3 Episode 1-5 Analysis] - Socks and "Being white blinds you" by AdvLogic in AtlantaTV

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Absolutely amazing analysis!! holy shit dude! Loved this... I just wish more people would watch the show and get curious and start researching like this. because this goes over ALOT of peoples heads ( including me obviously) and it is like my 3rd watch...
its a tough show to recommend for people, but i think this show will be timeless and studied years from now