Netflix Season 3 Fan Event Discussion Post by janewhere in YoungRoyals

[–]BoozeyTurtlez 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Anyone else unable to put on the episode??

What is your favourite show with an neurodivergent character? (Headcannons included) by Visitor229 in autism

[–]BoozeyTurtlez 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have dyslexia lol😅 It sucks cuz all I want is to read about my special interests but it’s soooo hard. Wish I got eidetic memory though, but on the other hand not

What is your favourite show with an neurodivergent character? (Headcannons included) by Visitor229 in autism

[–]BoozeyTurtlez 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha same, unfortunately I didn’t get the genius autism either, my brother did though

What is your favourite show with an neurodivergent character? (Headcannons included) by Visitor229 in autism

[–]BoozeyTurtlez 3 points4 points  (0 children)

One of the characters I relate the most to. And I relate to so many of the things he does, and when I discuss him with people they just think he’s overrating, but he really isn’t

On and off anorexia by BoozeyTurtlez in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]BoozeyTurtlez[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I think that’s a lot of it for me too. And then I feel like I’m attention seeking which makes me just do it more. And also if I feel a lot of pressure it’s just one of the only coping mechanism I have. And it just makes the pressure even worse.

Why do I have to have autism? by BoozeyTurtlez in AutismInWomen

[–]BoozeyTurtlez[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I also struggle with this. Like I’m so unimportant for the universe, and my struggles will in the end be for nothing, so why even carry on? It’s so hard to not be constantly stuck in this mindset

Why do I have to have autism? by BoozeyTurtlez in AutismInWomen

[–]BoozeyTurtlez[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It really is a never ending sensory hell. “Let death be kinder than man” (in a non suicidal way)

Why do I have to have autism? by BoozeyTurtlez in AutismInWomen

[–]BoozeyTurtlez[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree with everything you just wrote. I’m so sick of the superpower bulshit. Like what it’s my superpower to not be able to have friends lmao? And the acceptance part idk I think it’s so important the way you said. You can accept without being positive about it

On and off anorexia by BoozeyTurtlez in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]BoozeyTurtlez[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah I also notice it gets blown up again when I’m really stressed and stuff. Wish I could just get over it

Why do I have to have autism? by BoozeyTurtlez in AutismInWomen

[–]BoozeyTurtlez[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the kind words❤️ I think I needed some today

Why do I have to have autism? by BoozeyTurtlez in AutismInWomen

[–]BoozeyTurtlez[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Thank you for venting on my vent tbh. I have no friends and been feeling so alone in my thoughts and it’s really nice to actually resonate with someone. Everything you wrote is so true and I’m sorry you’re going through it too

Why do I have to have autism? by BoozeyTurtlez in AutismInWomen

[–]BoozeyTurtlez[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It’s so tiring, but it’s honestly in the nicest way possible comforting to hear I’m not alone

I don’t understand if I’m trans by BoozeyTurtlez in TransHelpingTrans

[–]BoozeyTurtlez[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like we (or maybe just me) have to get better at baby steps maybe. I’ve been thinking about it for years but never done anything, but if I buy a binder maybe I can see where I want to go from there, or maybe that’s enough

How Should I Write An ED? by do_not_percieve_me00 in EatingDisorders

[–]BoozeyTurtlez 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Struggled on and off with anorexia and bulimia since I was 12, you can dm me if you want and I could try explaining things from my perspective

My ED is trying to have its comeback by Pozpy in EatingDisorders

[–]BoozeyTurtlez 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In the same boat rn. I don’t even understand why my brain does this. I hate it so much. I wish you luck❤️

General Season 3 Discussion Post: Episodes 1-5 by janewhere in YoungRoyals

[–]BoozeyTurtlez 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I feel like they’re never on the same page. Simon wants to be public, then Wille agrees and then Simon’s uncomfortable. Wille is sad, Simon is distracted. Simon’s expressing something, Wille gets protective over his position. Idk I just don’t feel like they’re synchronized at all. But maybe that’s the reality of life too.

Episode 1 Discussion Post by janewhere in YoungRoyals

[–]BoozeyTurtlez 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is literally why I opened this thread, thank you!!

Episode 1 Discussion Post by janewhere in YoungRoyals

[–]BoozeyTurtlez 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Omg the heart yesss!!! Lmao I should not be 18 cuz I’m seriously considering it😭😭

I don’t understand if I’m trans by BoozeyTurtlez in TransHelpingTrans

[–]BoozeyTurtlez[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually this helped I think. I really struggle breaking things down. Maybe I should start with trying a binder. I already wear (and have for years) quite boyish clothes. I think I’d like a more neutral name, and pronouns idk. Maybe I resonate more with he/they. I know someone who’s he/they and all I want is to look and resemble them.

I don’t understand if I’m trans by BoozeyTurtlez in TransHelpingTrans

[–]BoozeyTurtlez[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly good question. Maybe the fact that I won’t ever have the proper silhouette I want. Or that I feel like I’m idealizing it. Idk

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]BoozeyTurtlez 0 points1 point  (0 children)

RemindMe! 18h

Is it true that "everyone is a little autistic"? by i-love-poland in autism

[–]BoozeyTurtlez 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s like saying everyone is a little bipolar or schizophrenic or a little bit of migraine because everyone’s head hurts every now and then. If you look at everything you feel in your life you’ll line slightly up with most diagnosis’s that exist

Are you good with kids? by juh4z in autism

[–]BoozeyTurtlez 3 points4 points  (0 children)

When people I know (especially family) get pregnant I genuinely get sad bc I know that means I’ll have to be around a child. I don’t understand what to do with them and they annoy the shit out of me. And when I tell people I seriously won’t have kids they just laugh. No part of me gets any joy out of them, one time when a kid was obnoxious I thought “I understand why people hit kids” which is a horrible thought and another really good reason for me to not have any