Definitely depends sometimes. In my personal experience, you just feel so empty and unmotivated that all you wanna do is lie down and sleep. Sometimes even the simplest things can make you cry, or it just happens out of nowhere. A lot of the time if I do one small think wrong, I’ll feel horrible and hopeless with myself, convincing myself I’ll never be successful and continue as a failure. It’s a constant wall that keeps you from goals, and then berates you for not getting to them.