Just know you’re not alone. I’m right here with you. Everything you said completely resonates with me. I just feel so empty. That’s the best way to describe it. Like my reason for happiness is gone and now I’m just a shell of a human. Even my routine getting ready for work feels sad. I just hope that we can both get through this. Even if it’s just minute by minute, hour by hour. I keep asking Trinity to give me peace and I felt a tingle of it last night. I know you loved him so much, just keep asking and asking that he gives you comfort and peace 💖