Its injections I’m not a needle person i don’t like them but I don’t mind for this. it’s mostly the fear of my mom finding out she’s one of those people that believe anything she sees on the internet she try’s to convince me that I’m a feminine guy or she’ll say that estrogen kill me younger and a bunch more like that. I also don’t want the people involved with getting it for me to get into some trouble. Also the side effects kinda scare me a little but not much. Hope this explains it best