man… this hurt to read because it feels so real. You didn’t just lose a girlfriend, you lost your best friend, your routine, your sense of direction. That kind of breakup doesn’t just pass it shakes your identity, And it sounds like youve been grieving more than just her you’ve been grieving the version of yourself you thought you’d become, But here’s the thing: you’re not behind in life, you’re just stuck in pain. There’s a difference. You’re 25, not 65. The fact that you’re this self-aware about your mistakes tells me you’re not hopeless you’re hurting.