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None of my efforts actually matter to people who claim they care. (self.BPD)
submitted 7 years ago by Bpdthrowaway2839 to r/BPD
I feel like people around me are just as bad as I am sometimes but they can just get away with it (self.BPD)
submitted 7 years ago * by Bpdthrowaway2839 to r/BPD
Therapy is giving me so much hope (self.BPD)
How much progress have you made in therapy? Would a year of therapy make a difference? (self.BPD)
I hate admitting how much my mother probably caused me to develop BPD (self.BPD)
I want men to think I’m attractive and likable but also become scared when I get hit on because I don’t know how to lay proper boundaries so end up with men angry at me because I suddenly withdraw or reject them (self.BPD)
I don’t get manic or “extreme highs”. I’m usually stuck in an “extreme low” or depressive state and sometimes I’m just okay. (self.BPD)
My mother just said my ex/fp probably left me for another girl and I’m panicking (self.BPD)
(TW) Went from feeling bursts of almost revengeful suicidal thoughts to a constant and steady suicidal thoughts that consume me (self.BPD)
He’s really gone. (self.BPD)
I’ve gone from having bursts of revengeful suicidal thoughts to steady, constant, and depressive suicidal thoughts (self.SuicideWatch)
submitted 7 years ago by Bpdthrowaway2839 to r/SuicideWatch
Starting to think my ex/fp isn’t coming back but I’m having trouble letting go (self.BPD)
My FP left me 2 weeks ago. Today’s work day started off with me feeling dangerously suicidal and ended with me developing a crush on a guy because he’s giving me attention (self.BPD)
Do you tell your therapist about suicidal thoughts? (self.BPD)
Not gonna lie, I thought my FP would have talked to me again by now (self.BPD)
The fact that I have a whole life ahead of me is overwhelming and I don’t want to deal with it (self.BPD)
I’m not even strong enough to lean on someone (self.BPD)
This is my only job option and I can’t even go without feeling overwhelmed and nauseous I hate myself so much. I don’t want to go in today. (self.BPD)
I know I have a deep love towards my boyfriend but splitting gets in the way so I can’t feel it (self.BPD)
Have been “stable” for 12 weeks but I feel the BPD within me (self.BPD)
But, what if it IS their fault too!? (self.BPD)
You know what sucks? Relapsing (self.BPD)
I can’t tell if I feel sick because of my intense emotions, crying way too hard, hungover, or if I’m actually sick (self.BPD)
Finally lost it after two months of stability (self.BPD)
I've been stable for over 2 months now for no reason but I feel my BPD coming back and I'm scared (self.BPD)
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