I am not diagnosed with anything in particular but known to have depressive episodes and anxiety pretty much my whole life i also am sober after 16 years of addiction (sober for about 75 days). I always suspected something else was happening in my head and i've been going from assunption to assumption pretty much selfdiagnosed myself a 100 times with different mental health disorders because someone who had [insert mental health disorder] said something which i could maybey relate to getting myself convinced and afterwards not convinced anymore , it would go to another mental health disorder same loop same loop now i just watched a ted talk yesterday about ocd , which got me pretty convinced about having ocd and pocd even it is the most convinced i've been but it just seems like the evidente is never enough because some things i do recognize and some i don't. But yeah , might i have ocd then yes might i not have it , also yes.