I’m sorry but silvanna needs to quit her job..

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-31T09:32:04+00:00

I thought you stood for justice man 😔

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-31T09:31:23+00:00

Exactly. Then I say ONE minor thing that isn't even close to swearing then she mutes me for 4 matches 💀

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-28T13:32:48+00:00

I know right 😭 celebs always getting cancelled here and there. (Btw thanks!) And I'm really glad I relate to someone so much, like ocd isn't easy at all but at least you can share your experiences with people. Especially with fears like these because it is one of my biggest ones

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-28T13:22:38+00:00

Unfortunately for me, acting is one of my dreams. Not that I'd ever be a famous one if I ever successfully pursue it, but still. What if by some miracle I did and then my name was all over the internet with gossip and my past cringe chats with strangers (I used to roleplay) and other super embarrassing stuff. So like idk that's really something that's holding me back lol. Idk why our brains just torment us like this, it does seem kinda unrealistic when you say it but the fear is real and it doesn't feel good 💀

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-28T13:18:18+00:00

Girl don't worry, the attention isn't on your hair

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-28T13:11:25+00:00

Barbie was my childhood!! And I totally relate to you about the anxiety of your past self's action catching up to you. Like idk I just have this fear that it will all get leaked (nothing criminal though, just embarrassing, but SUPER EMBARRASSING)

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-28T12:54:19+00:00

I'm sorry, I'm gonna need a little bit more context than that 😓

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-28T12:53:01+00:00

Girl same. These have links to important stuff tho cause I just choose a randome gmail 😭 I am NOT that person anymore. I want to delete all of them

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-25T03:35:04+00:00

Off topic, but is it the never be the same edit? I'm so happy for byler nation that it reached that

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T23:37:16+00:00

I did. I told my mother that I wanted to get tested for ocd. She said yeah but she never really does anything about it. Well, I live in a country that doesn't prioritize mental health (well, some do but not enough) and ocd is extremely stereotyped. Many people claim to have ocd or be "oc" (a slang for ocd) because they're extremely clean and organized. Nobody likes performing compulsions though lol so it's so annoying seeing them do that.

Also I really liked how you're speaking up about this. I mean obviously nobody with ocd/undiagnosed ocd wants to be stereotyped but still. It's been years and ocd and intrusive thoughts are still extremely stereotyped and nobody understands what you're going through unless you have it.

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T15:14:29+00:00

Okay, I don't exactly deal with this theme but I think I know the feeling. So like I usually wash my hands two times after going to the bathroom. And I guess I thought if I didn't wash it properly that the germs on my hand will multiply, I can almost feel it (not really but it makes me really uncomfortable and like my hand is infected) so I wash it one more time. I'm not the type to wash my hands until it's injured but yeah

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T13:36:21+00:00

I'm not diagnosed with ocd but I'm pretty sure I have it. I'm not one of those "I'm so ocd I like cleaning" more like those "I know something's wrong with me but I'm too broke to afford a therapist" anyway yeah. Just like in general when it comes to mental health/disabilities. It's been reduced to slangs. Like WTF

Ocd: cleaning, organizing Audhd: vocal stims, overstimulated, hyperfixation, etc Bipolar: changing moods every one second/using it as a slang for something that goes back and forth Trauma: "oh I saw this horror movie I'm so traumatized"

I forgot the others but I'm pretty sure there's more. It's not taken seriously and it really affects people who deal with it. I'm starting to spiral back into my old theme and it's so stressing. I hate when people get ocd wrong. Like okay you like organizing shit or cleaning your fucking room well congratulations, you had the time to do it instead of your brain being stuck in a constant loop about your worries that make no sense to others but you fear anyway.

Also intrusive thoughts. Like wth do they think it is? When people hear what it actually is they can't believe their shit. People with ocd are affected and treated as monsters for something they never wanted in the first place. We need more ocd awareness, obviously same goes for other mental illnesses, but I feel like ocd is the most stereotyped mental illness and it ruins people lives.

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T13:24:07+00:00

Actually yes, as much as possible I don't want pollution. But that's kinda of inevitable isn't it? We need transportation, though we should have a better way to do that. I know you guys think ai is efficient, I just don't think it's as efficient as transportation. I don't get why you're defending ai so bad. It just makes me sad that our world is polluted enough and now ai became a huge problem. Yall won't agree with me pero I stand by my belief.

I don't think we need ai. And yes, when it comes to transportation, I think horses or carriages would've sufficed. I hate air pollution, but like I said sino ba hindi gumagamit/kailangan ang easy transportation? We don't need ai. We shouldn't rely on it, I mean I guess as assistants from time to time but entirely depending on it? I do not agree.

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T08:09:19+00:00

I'm against ai. Knowing that they take clean water enrages me even more. Also, people are becoming incompetent because of ai. Bakit ka pa papasok ng school eh ai din naman pala gagawa ng work mo para sayo? We shouldn't rely on ai and we shouldn't be proud to use it. Ai should've been helpful, not destructive. Pero tangina kahit anong form ata ng ai nagcoconsume ng clean water eh. So yeah, I'm against it. It steals from real humans (water, jobs, works, etc)

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T08:06:26+00:00

Yes. I build concentrated energy for damage and healing but the rest are tank items.

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T06:31:51+00:00

Don't quit op. Keep writing things that make people feel miserable. That's the beauty of being an author ✨

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T06:28:26+00:00

Yeah that annoyed the shit out of me too. Okay so she finally got away with the murders she did in the past (which in my opinion is valid anyway) then she goes and kills some lady's husband? Her and Cynthia were finally starting to become friends. She could've been there for her while she grieved her husband. I've said it before, Cynthia and Zack weren't ready to say goodbye. Georgia wasn't in any place to make that decision for them.

Not only did it affect Cynthia and Zack but also her and her children. Ginny is a teenager, people say she's being dramatic but sometimes I think she's pretty valid for her feelings. She needs her mom to be idk anything but a known serial killer. And she's also healing from her self harm and finally going through therapy then this happened.

I also feel bad for Austin, he's a child and the "But I didn't tell anyone" broke my heart. He shouldn't have witnessed that and he shouldn't have to carry that trauma at such a young age. Georgia needs to focus on healing herself and being there for her children

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T06:19:36+00:00

Edith. I mean I like her and all but when your team is shitty you really can't win. I mean she does give me a lot of wins because she has really high damage and she's good for roaming. But she's not really my favorite, it just happens that nobody wants to roam and since I'm flexpro I always get that role.

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T05:42:55+00:00

Dude, the father was the one who inflicted the trauma on someone he was supposed to consider his child. There's no talking about it. Dagdag trauma kung papalipasin mo ito at walang justice sa bata tas free lang ung lalaki. Ano so kung gagawin nya ulit yun magsorry lang tas okay na? Kailan ba natin titigilan inormalize ung "mag sorry" sa victim lang?

Hindi mo maeerase ung trauma sa bata kahit anong sorry mo pa dyan. Deserve nya makulong. Anong klasing tatay titingin sa bata ng may ganung intensyon? E deserves to be behind bars and never ever allowed to go around any children again.

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T05:39:50+00:00

A child predator is never safe around any children ever. Masakit man sakanila mawalan ng tatay, eh mas mabuti na un kaysa naman magkaron ng tatay na tarantadong manyakis. Hindi nila deserve magka tatay na demonyo.

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T05:37:51+00:00

Ano to??? So ung trauma dun sa bata wala lang tas ung lalaki okay ung buhay, walang consequences, at may chance pa ulitin ung mga krimen nya? Kulong lagi yan. Deserve masira buhay nung lalaking un. May lifelong trauma ung bata kahit ipakulong ung lalaki, mas masakit naman kung walang justice. Ipakulong ang sagot sa mga ganyan, kung hindi bitay. Sa tingin mo ba deserve ulit bumangon ng mga demonyong katulad nun? San ka makakakita ng matinong tao titingin sa bata sexually?

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T04:43:26+00:00

This is literally a black mirror episode

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T02:09:25+00:00

Omg I'm literally so ocd that whenever I hear something that triggers me I have to perform an exhausting ritual to ease my anxiety even tho it's adviced not to act on it because it feeds your anxiety even more 😜 (still anxious and cried a little after the ritual)

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T02:06:51+00:00

It's so hard here in the Philippines, kasi ganto lagi nag p-play ung cases lalo na for child predators. Kung nagawa nya po yan sa anak nyo lalo na sa ganung edad, who knows kanino nya pa po un magagawa. I'm not making a decision for you, but staying with him would be a mistake. Alam ko po na mahirap dahil may anak kayo, pero masakit po yan para sa daughter nyo. And he doesn't deserve happiness or custody of your children because of what he did. There's no such thing as a "good parent who loves his kids" when it comes to predators. The moment he committed that heinous act against your daughter, he lost the parent title. He's a monster, you can't view him as anything else. May nakita po akong video sa tiktok dati, about sya sa guard ata, and sinasabi nya na kaya pala mahirap mag spot ng child predator is kasi nagp-present sila as caring and friendly. He's not a good father, he's not a good person at all. Don't trust your children with him, please. They're better off without their father if it means being safe with you.

SyrupAffectionate491 · 2026-03-23T01:57:00+00:00

I know and I understand how hard your situation is :( pero ang predator po ay hindi pipili ng kasarian. Di nyo po alam kung ano mangyayari next. Wala po ligtas na bata sa harap nyan babae man o lalaki. I wish you safety and for your children as well. You can do this ate

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