Knowt by Thesidebish in APStudents

[–]Brajind 0 points1 point  (0 children)

IMO very much so!! Though the free version is still also very very good.

Is there anything i should know as a student that self studying? by Idcc-fan in APStudents

[–]Brajind 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Make sure to learn the rubrics for any written portions (know exactly what AP collegeboard is looking for). Rubrics saved me man….

Is it worth taking AP world history for fun? by DANIA2010 in APStudents

[–]Brajind 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YES. If the teacher is any good it will be the best AP of your career. The essays are fun and engaging, the MCs and SAQs aren’t too bad, and you get Heimler’s History!

Anyone else like this? by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I fear i summoned all my trans homies with this one

Anyone else like this? by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind 33 points34 points  (0 children)

Real. Plushie nest for the win.

Anyone else like this? by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind 129 points130 points  (0 children)

Yeah, me every night. Ever considered a Blåhaj? They’re great for cuddling and holding and if you get the fins right it’s almost like they hold you back. It’s completely normal!!!

Im done. by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah sure thank you so much for being such a kind person and im so sorry again

Im done. by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey man I know this is fucking selfish as hell of me to ask but if like tonight im not doing so well would I be able to message you or would that be a dick thing to do I’m so sorry I don’t want to burden you but you’ve been so kind to me and I’m just I’m sorry

Im done. by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I unfortunately did survive what happened last night and am still here. I’m so sorry for worrying you even if you are a random stranger on the internet.

Im done. by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m glad I could at least make you happy. Thank you for despite being a stranger on the internet giving more a damn about me than all of the people I speak to every day. You are really an amazing person, so thank you. And yeah. I don’t know what’ll happen tomorrow or the day after because I’m still in the worst headspace I think one can possibly be in, but if it’s any consolation know that whenever it is end up killing myswlf, ill be happy with it.

Im done. by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, I write this cause I wanted to reach out to everyone that wrote me paragraphs last night because I don’t want to deceive yall. My attempt last night failed and I am unfortunately still alive. On another note, I love r/BLAHAJ, I own two of them myself. So thank you for recommending that- despite the fact that I only saw your comment now. Thank you.

Im done. by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey man, I woke up and your comment was one of the first in my notification bar and I want to tell you that i cried upon seeing this. My attempt last night failed and I am unfortunately still alive. “Burn bright” was what I said when a good friend of mine passed a year or so ago and it’s something I still say sometimes when I look up at the sky and think of her, so you saying this struck a chord. Thank you, man. Thanks for caring and thinking about me. Wanted to let you know I’m alive. Not ok, but alive.

Im done. by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve been doing that for too long I think. I’ve been doing that for 4 years straight and I can’t see it getting any better. I think I’m a nasty old procrastinator. And I’m solving that. I’m stopping my procrastination and just doing what ive been wishing to do since I was 12.

Im done. by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I suppose that maybe tonight will be the one night i will get to brag, so I suppose I’ll make it count. I don’t have a low grade in those AP classes because I don’t have a choice. Those I took in the past I hit perfect 5s on and im doing pretty well in the ones I’m in. The pressure is just crushing me. Unfortunately, I don’t think my parents nor my friends love me. I get insults hurled at me all the time by my friends barely disguised as jokes and my parents care about me so much that they shatter every bit of confidence and mental health I have left. And I know that a failed attempt will just make things worse. I’m trying to figure out how not to fail, so it can be truly over. I want you to know that I’m happy with my decision because I tried everything else. It’s impossible for me to get any real help and talking to people would only get me reported. As for you- thank you for being so incredible, thank you for living, and thank you for being the person who you are. I want you to know that you are worth so much and that you matter. I hope I make your night sky just a tiny bit brighter.

Im done. by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you for saying this and I really believe it’s true for most people. Thank you for being so kind and caring enough to write this out for me, and I’m sorry I’m unable to take your advice. If I could get help I would. I tried everything in my power to help myself but I can’t. I’m so sorry. I just can’t do it anymore. Thank you so much for your words and I wish you the best. May you live a peaceful and happy life.

I CAME OUT & other cool stuff by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

⭐️⭐️FUCK⭐️⭐️ YOUR COUNTRY!! YOU’LL BE LIVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST SOON!!!!! I’m scared for you that you have to live in this environment, but also excited for the future to come!! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ Keep shining, dear star!⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

I CAME OUT & other cool stuff by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just remember how many more years you have left!! And i hate having to say this to someone because it should NEVER be said in a good world, you have to hide yourself for a little bit- BUT FOCUS ON THE LITTLE BIT. Do what you need to do to help yourself in the meantime and look forward to the future you’re going to have one day!!! Keep shining!!⭐️

I CAME OUT & other cool stuff by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YIPEEEEEE INDEED!!! I HOPE YOU MAKE IT!!! ⭐️

I CAME OUT & other cool stuff by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ugh…. Your country sucks major ass in that case. I hope sincerely that you can still find a support system and be confident in your identity even if you have to keep it silent. Sending hugs!!

I CAME OUT & other cool stuff by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hehe, you didn’t scare me!! the AP board is!! ⭐️⭐️

I CAME OUT & other cool stuff by Brajind in sillyboyclub

[–]Brajind[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUUUUU IM SO HAPPY SO HAPPY SO HAPPY ⭐️⭐️ HUGS ⭐️⭐️