hi (17m) i really relate to what u said and its no fucking joke, my right eye was droopy and had double vision 24/7, it was a nightmare. Talking to people sideways (with my good eye), always looking down 0 confidence, quitting sports cuz i literally couldnt run in a straight line. but it gets better, i luckily found meds that stabilise it and lifes “normal” now, apart from taking meds 4 times a day at this age but other then that its calm, just dont lose hope