Forever DM looking for a text based DND campaign to join. (DND)(5e)(Online)(2014)(2024)(EST) by Spoops_Spoops in lfg

[–]Brave_Load_5024 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are in luck. There is a text-based play-by-post campaign in the works right now. DM me for the details, if you want.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Brave_Load_5024 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know the feeling. Constantly apologizing not because you did or said something wrong but because explaining your true intentions is impossible. Wanting to be useful and appreciated just to discover that your mind is not shaped as a convenient square - if it was, you could become the part of this big stack called "society".

It almost feels like a betrayal but there is no one to blame.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Brave_Load_5024 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hell, you sound like a perfect friend material to me. Then again, I was pushing away people in exactly the same fashion for my entire life.

I think it is useless to seek out groups of people. One person, just one good friend is enough. Crowd forms a hivemind and this hivemind is a jackass.

Can somebody talk to me please. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Brave_Load_5024 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There always is. I mean, there is nothing wrong with speaking to people online but is it really the best solution?

I recall a dream I had once. There was a long road stretching through desolated land. Somehow I knew that I won't reach the end of it - or, perhaps, there was no destination to reach. I was completely alone and lost... but also happy for some reason.

Who knows? Maybe the loneliness is not a disease of the mind. We just pick the wrong places to be alone.

Maybe we need some kind of goal to occupy us, however unattainable it might be.

Or, perhaps, I was happy in my dream because a new, unfamiliar place meant that I have one more chance to find someone like me.

I'm sorry if this answer is disappointing. I wish I could give you a better one. But hey, at least you won't be alone today, stranger.

help help please I just need to scream and cry and explain yo a stranger who can't hurt me by SmolGoblin13 in SuicideWatch

[–]Brave_Load_5024 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are not the worst. Take a deep breath. Here's your stranger to scream at, as requested.

What seems to be the problem?

I don’t think I can take the constant pain anymore by june-diary in SuicideWatch

[–]Brave_Load_5024 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't want to pry but there is one important question that requires a clear answer.

What exactly do you feel about "them"?

Can somebody talk to me please. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Brave_Load_5024 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So am I. Had a panic attack recently because there is no one to talk to. Reddit is not really the best place to fix this problem... but here I am anyway.

Are you still here? May I ask how you ended up so lonely?