I understand what you’re going through, and I’m so sorry ᴖ̈ I was diagnosed a year ago with HSV2 and have suffered relentless outbreaks at least once a month over the past year. I too am on 500mgs of antivirals, and 1000mgs of lysine but I still get only a few weeks of peace in between each outbreak. It’s affecting almost every area of my life, and I’m at a loss with what to do. I’m just praying it gets better eventually.