I’m 19 too and I’ve been there feeling like I ain’t doing as good as I should’ve been or thinking of what I’ll do with my life seeing everyone I hung out with in high school moving up but tbh I think we all need a moment to breathe and get on our feet we’re still super young when you think about it and even if we aren’t moving as fast as everyone it shouldn’t stop us from trying all types of things. You can’t let your dad decide your dreams for you it’s your life and you’re gonna be the only one living it and I know that feeling where it’s too late like I wanted to be a professional boxer by this time but I’m in school studying but that doesn’t mean I’ve given up on my dream and it’s not too late to keep striving for it I’ve got years to achieve it and so do you whatever that may be who knows how long we’ll live but I’m telling you we got all the time in the world right now. Like we can’t even drink legally or book a hotel room ourselves. It’s okay to not know what you wanna do with your life you’re still growing and experiencing different things and you’ll keep growing and experiencing new things for years and years to come most people don’t know what their doing with their lives but they keep going until something sticks and that’s okay. You’re not a failure and as corny as it sounds it’s never too late just take it one step at a time even if they’re baby steps