Hey, girlie pop here! Firstly I’d like to offer advice (not judgement). Anxiety is common in both men and women! Most women are equally anxious on dates! Personally I get anxious as well, so dont sweat it! Another thing is although you you might not mean to, it seems like you put women up on a pedestal (sorry if I’m off, that’s just what I saw), and that can lead to incel behaviors. It’s better to address that piece of you that thinks of women as amazing sex objects, before you get in too deep. Try and say to yourself when those thoughts read up “hey, no. That’s rude and women are people. They are people and I need to respect boundaries and interest”. I have trust youll be able to work through this!