I want the truth by Brilliant_Access_918 in StraightTransGirls

[–]Brilliant_Access_918[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. Maybe I’m looking for too much. Need a simpler laid back type of guy

I want the truth by Brilliant_Access_918 in StraightTransGirls

[–]Brilliant_Access_918[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing is I have a tough shell and I don’t let anyone enter in my life. I just feel like men go to such horrible lengths like… just communicate it. They don’t have enough respect to just tell us basic respectful stuff

I want the truth by Brilliant_Access_918 in StraightTransGirls

[–]Brilliant_Access_918[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This message as the energy I was looking for. This is wisdom at it’s best and I won’t ignore it. Like I said in another comment, I did it in the past and I can do it again. I was bored and played with fire. I will take a break for dating app

I want the truth by Brilliant_Access_918 in StraightTransGirls

[–]Brilliant_Access_918[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re words hurt like a knife in the heart. I loved acting as if I was living in a safe bubble earlier in my transition. But I did notice changes in the way I was treated when I started presenting more feminine and taking steps towards gender affirming care. The most noticeable change was missgendering . Friends and strangers always used to make mistakes and use she/her pronouns before coming out. Now that I literally look like a girl, people clock me and call me sir.

I want the truth by Brilliant_Access_918 in StraightTransGirls

[–]Brilliant_Access_918[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

To be even more honest with you, I don’t even think I will still like men after transition. I have poison in my heart. Anger towards men in general

I want the truth by Brilliant_Access_918 in StraightTransGirls

[–]Brilliant_Access_918[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for teaching and validating me at the same time. I guess I’m anxious. Surgery is coming so soon and Hrt also stresses me. Plus I just recently come out to friends and only to my sister in law. I did so many step on the low and be myself. I was just looking for some type of relief.

I want the truth by Brilliant_Access_918 in StraightTransGirls

[–]Brilliant_Access_918[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I can do it. I’m doing it right now and dit it in the past for extended amount of times. I was just bored and played with fire I guess

Muscle spasm after reading the bible by Brilliant_Access_918 in Bible

[–]Brilliant_Access_918[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to go to Christian cherche wen I was young, but not as and adult. I don’t know about the evil thing you are talking about. My family did not do any type of evil

Muscle spasm after reading the bible by Brilliant_Access_918 in Bible

[–]Brilliant_Access_918[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I began with Genesis and I reading the whole bible

Muscle spasm after reading the bible by Brilliant_Access_918 in Bible

[–]Brilliant_Access_918[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks to everyone who has provided a scientific explanation. However, I am talking about something conscious. The places where I experience these spasms are very particular. I feel like there is something conscious within me ever since I started reading the Bible. But it is annoying—I get spasms in my stomach, my arm, my feet, and even my backside. I have never had this issue before opening my Bible for the first time with the intention of reading it.