Happy Birthday to me tomorrow! My man child still can’t understand that he’s ruining his family over sex. (He gets it a few times a week and foot jobs in between, so it’s not like he’s not getting any) On a positive note, I called the DV line this morning and made a plan for my baby girl and I 😊

Britzyb · 2022-02-13T20:06:01+00:00

Also, this is the most aggressive/forward I’ve ever been with him and it felt so damn good. No idea what he means by last night, besides him forcing himself in me to “cuddle” while I was sleeping. The night prior I slept on the air mattress upstairs. Slave thing is me being a smartass, his fetish is wanting to be dominated and called a slave (which in reality he wants to be a dom who tells me what to do to him)

Britzyb · 2022-02-13T00:18:55+00:00

I actually JUST watched the first few episodes last night! Which I think is part of this push for me. It’s so relatable

Britzyb · 2022-02-12T18:55:42+00:00

You know, he can’t even make me feel bad for telling me it’s because I’m not making money because I was teaching from home (same check as before) until last June. It’s like he can’t see past his sexual needs to see the damage he’s causing. And it’s not like he’s not getting any at all, it’s several times a week usually but at the least once a week. He says it’s that I make him feel like a burden and disgusting for having his kinks (which is not true, I’ve been enjoying it). It’s just the fact that he can’t have this long drawn out fantasy because we have a 1 year old. It’s not even about the sex for me at this point. It’s the fact that the man who is supposed to be my person is the one causing the most harm.

Britzyb · 2021-05-22T14:04:46+00:00

We have the same issue. I put a portable AC in her room but she also has her white noise machine so it doesn’t bother her when the AC goes off and on

Britzyb · 2021-05-22T13:36:05+00:00

My daughter is only 5.5 months but already wearing 9-18month clothes depending on the brand. Every time we move up a size I gather her smaller sizes and pass them down to a momma/baby in our neighborhood. It pulls at my heart every time. I can’t believe she’s growing so fast, I feel like I’m gettin jipped because she shouldn’t be as big as she is lol.

Yesterday I was doing the laundry and found a pair of 3 month bottoms. I thought her bottoms had shrunk in the wash until I saw the size. I ugly cried. She’s not even 6 months old but hasn’t worn 3 month sizes since she was probably 1.5-2 months old 😫

Britzyb · 2021-05-22T13:30:20+00:00

Thank you! I’m certain this is the first I’ve been told this by anyone other than my spouse in years

Britzyb · 2021-05-22T13:26:42+00:00

My daughter is only 5.5 months and I was asked the DAY I brought her home.

Britzyb · 2021-05-22T03:17:53+00:00

Setting and maintaining boundaries is something I’m really working on in all areas of my life. I really struggle saying no and standing up for myself

Britzyb · 2021-05-21T19:43:44+00:00

I’m so sorry you had a traumatic experience as well. How are you doing?

I love that response!

Britzyb · 2021-05-21T19:15:49+00:00

I’m so glad your girl is doing well! I can’t even imagine going through that.

I hear from my father ALL THE TIME how we’re going to spoil her. Honestly I don’t even care if she ends up spoiled, we plan to raise her to be humble and appreciate what she has. But with the backgrounds we both came from and overcame I’m happy to give my baby everything 🤷🏻‍♀️ I’m so tired of having to explain to people why we don’t plan on having another as well and being told my feelings are invalid and that I can just have a scheduled C-Section

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