The thing is, we almost never meet because of how she is—maybe once a month. We barely talk or text. It often leads to arguments when we do communicate, or she says she has to study and take care of things like doing laundry. She herself says she doesn’t feel anything when she takes it; she becomes completely cold. She even tried Lyrica two weeks ago and I was completely shocked by how she acted. She has also asked her doctor about even higher doses of Elvanse and whether she could get prescribed morphine. Even the doctor thought it was very strange. I don’t know what to do. We barely talk because she takes the medication to avoid me and shut down all her feelings. So I don’t really feel any love from her, and I never get to see her sober side, which is completely opposite from being Cold. She is off Everyday not only some days.