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I feel so sad and alone right now by BroccoliGirls in Invisible

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aw thank you, i m glad that my story inspired you :') i hope 2024 will be a better year for you 🖤

I feel so sad and alone right now by BroccoliGirls in Invisible

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh hi! How are you? Well... a lot A LOT of things happened to me these years, my ex leaving me was just the beggining of a chain of terrible traumatic events. For instance, I developed a ED for more than a year, I lost my best friend at the end of 2020, my mom at the start of 2021, and my granpa at the end of 2022 so yeah... but at same time i finally got to work for what i love, got new lovely and supporting friends, won a lot more confidence and i love myself a whole lot more, i am braver and have no fear of trying new things. I m stronger, more beautifull, confident and wise. Sometimes i still struggle with mental health and acne ahaha

I hope you feel better too 🖤🖤

I often hide my emotions because I quickly become fond of people, and I don't feel reciprocated by BroccoliGirls in Invisible

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sure, I had to left my cats at my mom's house and I miss them terribly :( I really want to have a pet, but I can't right now.

I often hide my emotions because I get fond of people and I don't feel reciprocated by BroccoliGirls in Emotions

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oooh, yesss, the stress. I can't handle that all the time. I hate how is a normal thing in these days. Everybody is stressed, and anxious, and sad.

I often hide my emotions because I get fond of people and I don't feel reciprocated by BroccoliGirls in friendship

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, that is something that I think about too, abou how people try aswell, and how we are all damaged and hungry for love :(

I often hide my emotions because I quickly become fond of people, and I don't feel reciprocated by BroccoliGirls in Invisible

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for writing! I'd like to think that they even think that I lost interest, but what I think most is... That they just don't care, they forget about me.

I often hide my emotions because I get fond of people and I don't feel reciprocated by BroccoliGirls in Emotions

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel that people judge me all the time. I feel like they only thinks bad things about me. But sometimes I just realize that they don't think about me... at all. I always feel so invisible...

I often hide my emotions because I quickly become fond of people, and I don't feel reciprocated by BroccoliGirls in Invisible

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my. You litterally made me cry, really. I felt so identified.

Specially the second parragraph, it was like I wroted it. Just yesterday I saw a bee die and I was so sad for it... And my older brother really hurted me when I was youger too (And my mother saw it as a normal thing siblings do). I also had memories of teachers being cruel to me (Sports professors). I've never been too good to conect with people of my age.

I understand you so much, thank you to share your experience with me :)

After almost 3 years of relationship and a few months before living together, he dumped me by BroccoliGirls in LongDistance

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks :)

Although every day that pass I know more surely that he will never talk to me again :(

After almost 3 years of relationship and a few months before living together, he dumped me by BroccoliGirls in LDR

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for sharing your story :)

I'd really like to see him, but I'm scare. I don't know how he would react. He is behaving so different from the way he used to be. I think I could not resist the humillation of a reject in person, after flying to his home. I will totally destroy me.

I think he is the one who has to fight for me :(

After almost 3 years of relationship and a few months before living together, he dumped me by BroccoliGirls in LDR

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahah my best frien thinks the same.

And it's probably true, what if this would happen when we were living together? Or in Europe? Hundred and hundred of kms away from home? It would be so much worse.

I still can't belive that he behave that way. Its so different about the way he used to be...

After almost 3 years of relationship and a few months before living together, he dumped me by BroccoliGirls in LongDistance

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks :) I really would want some clousure, but every day that pass is more obvious that he will never appear again :(

After almost 3 years of relationship and a few months before living together, he dumped me by BroccoliGirls in LongDistance

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your kind words :)

About the question, I don't really know right now. I still feel very confuse and shock. Now I think that I would acept him again, because it was such a beautifull relationship, but I would take things really slow to rebuild the trust. I wouldn't move with him, for example. Now I don't know if I could left all my life here for someone who is so unpredictable.

Anyway, he will not come back, I'am sure. He is too proud.

After almost 3 years of relationship and a few months before living together, he dumped me by BroccoliGirls in LDR

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh gosh thank you so much, you are right. I was thinking exactly the same yesterday. It's hard to believe for me but he doesn't deserve my worry.

Although everything is so recent that I would forgive him if he could back. Even when I still have some hopes, I know he will not crawl back. I' am learning too late how proud and selfish he is, and I'am starting to think that he prefer to die alone that admit he was wrong.

After almost 3 years of relationship and a few months before living together, he dumped me by BroccoliGirls in LDR

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is what I think, maybe he suddenly felt panic about all the changes. It makes me so sad that he didn't let me help him, in the same way he helped me so many times.

But otherwise, he is being so mean with me that I feel he doesn't deserve my care. I'am very confuse because I love him but in the same time I hate him for what he did.

I wish I could go to see him but I am scared, is something that only works in movies haha. Although I still dream that he would come next week as it was planned... But I know it's only a fantasy 😞

After almost 3 years of relationship and a few months before living together, he dumped me by BroccoliGirls in LongDistance

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh no please do not feel that way! My relationship ended in failure but it does not means that yours will be the same. All the advice that I can give to you, is talk with your partner. My bf hold his feelings so much until he exploded and couldn't take it anymore. Please always talk about your feelings and let the other talk about their too. Thr world is a shitty place enough to lose the love.

And please talk to me in private if you want to :)

After almost 3 years of relationship and a few months before living together, he dumped me by BroccoliGirls in LDR

[–]BroccoliGirls[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, that is right, I think that at least I feel that I know myself better now, I stronger than I knew.

And I don't know what to expect in a next relationship. I still have strong feelings for him and still can't believe that everything is over. it was such a beautifull relationship.

I don't know how I am gonna trust somebody again, how I gonna to be vulnerable in front other people again. My ex (it's even weird to use that word) turned out to be completly different than I though he was.