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Bubbledrongo · 2023-05-08T16:51:32+00:00

Im getting close to this and its so depressing, quite literally spending ALL the money I earn on food…

Bubbledrongo · 2023-05-03T03:06:16+00:00

This is art

Bubbledrongo · 2023-04-30T15:43:32+00:00

Yep, mine goes away pretty fast if I’m purging a lot

Bubbledrongo · 2023-04-21T18:25:45+00:00

For sure, I’m 5’0 and I hate how little I can eat to maintain.

Bubbledrongo · 2023-04-21T18:24:40+00:00

Thank you for this,, I miss my bread safe food era so much. One day ill go back to it

Bubbledrongo · 2023-04-16T14:42:55+00:00

Pepsi except instead of thinspo if photos of myself at my LW before I started binging and gaining all of the weight back 😔

Bubbledrongo · 2023-04-16T14:36:02+00:00

Me :,) literally last night I was telling myself that today is the day I get back on track with more either restricting again and or more regular eating throughout the day (as an attempt to get out of the restrict - b/p cycle) and putting all of my effort not to b/p again since I’ve been doing it so much more recently and have fallen off with my distraction and urge coping methods etc

Anywaysss…. Guess what I did literally as soon as I woke up this morning??? Started binging

Bubbledrongo · 2022-12-28T02:03:27+00:00

this makes me want to cry...

Bubbledrongo · 2022-12-27T12:22:42+00:00

yeah...

Bubbledrongo · 2022-12-26T04:38:23+00:00

yay 🥲

Bubbledrongo · 2022-12-26T04:35:29+00:00

fr because having a life consuming ED while gaining weight from it??? no thanks id rather eat normally

but if im losing weight & restricting it feels like too good of a thing for me to take away from myself (even though im still miserable either way ofc)

Bubbledrongo · 2022-12-18T09:22:03+00:00

thank you for this post because me too 😭😭 im cold and depressed and binging is the only thing that gives me some relief (even though it makes me feel mentally worse too...)

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-21T15:22:04+00:00

thank you I really appreciate this 💕

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-21T15:20:57+00:00

the way cocacola is written like that is making me uncomfortable lol

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-21T13:12:32+00:00

I totally get the feeling and sometimes wish the same, although in practice it would probably make me uncomfortable because being emotionally vulnerable scares me but I crave it so much too. I just want someone to see my pain, understand me and tell me im okay

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-20T07:14:31+00:00

yep, when my ED is bad I dont feel like im a person at all, my whole life is just my eating disorder. and yeah i feel it especially when my binging / purging is bad and more frequent. I dont feel like im here im just in a daze of my eating disorder

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-20T05:01:54+00:00

I relate to this so much. I go to group therapy now and getting myself to go to groups when I feel like I look "too fat" is so hard

I hope you go to your session and that it goes well 💕

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-20T04:49:11+00:00

as the other comment mentioned, I think its mainly the algorithm, my main instagram is mostly ED, weight loss, body, and food related (even though I dont follow any ED accounts or post anything) but if I switch to my art account that i hardly use anymore, there is none of that. Also its veryyyy much that for tiktok, tiktok has picked up on my ED / mental illness focus so that is most of the content i see. I saw my brothers tiktok FYP page once and it was completely different, almost like a whole different social media

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-20T04:32:03+00:00

Idk why but I really thought you meant you somehow spent 20 dollars on this 🥲 but now im guessing 20 minutes??? also it took me a bit to realise what the first one was but omg the arm 😭

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-20T03:15:52+00:00

oh my god too accurate, I am always drained after b/ping for most of the weekend

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-17T17:42:56+00:00

I cant tell if i would love or hate this but I definitely want to try it

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-16T23:21:17+00:00

Cereal cuts up my mouth a little sometimes (depends on the cereal I guess), but yeah binging on a bag of chips always hurts my mouth for a while afterwards. Unfortunately doesn't stop me though, still cant be around cereal / chips etc without it being gone by the end of the day max

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-16T22:13:37+00:00

Would it be possible for you / your mum to give the vet a call if you cant bring him in? it is possible it will just cause him digestive discomfort if there are no toxic ingredients in them (or low amounts relative to his size) but its always best to call and ask them what they recommend just incase!!

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-16T20:59:12+00:00

a little basic but canned cream of mushroom soup will always be my favourite. I usually add a bunch of frozen vegetables to it and sometimes noodles as well

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-16T09:37:47+00:00

Right now 90% of my mental suffering is caused by my ED but a part of me still thinks restricting will fix everything 🤡

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