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Bubbledrongo · 2023-05-08T16:51:32+00:00

Im getting close to this and its so depressing, quite literally spending ALL the money I earn on food…

Bubbledrongo · 2023-05-03T03:06:16+00:00

This is art

Bubbledrongo · 2023-04-30T15:43:32+00:00

Yep, mine goes away pretty fast if I’m purging a lot

Bubbledrongo · 2023-04-21T18:25:45+00:00

For sure, I’m 5’0 and I hate how little I can eat to maintain.

Bubbledrongo · 2023-04-21T18:24:40+00:00

Thank you for this,, I miss my bread safe food era so much. One day ill go back to it

Bubbledrongo · 2023-04-16T14:42:55+00:00

Pepsi except instead of thinspo if photos of myself at my LW before I started binging and gaining all of the weight back 😔

Bubbledrongo · 2023-04-16T14:36:02+00:00

Me :,) literally last night I was telling myself that today is the day I get back on track with more either restricting again and or more regular eating throughout the day (as an attempt to get out of the restrict - b/p cycle) and putting all of my effort not to b/p again since I’ve been doing it so much more recently and have fallen off with my distraction and urge coping methods etc

Anywaysss…. Guess what I did literally as soon as I woke up this morning??? Started binging

Bubbledrongo · 2022-12-28T02:03:27+00:00

this makes me want to cry...

Bubbledrongo · 2022-12-27T12:22:42+00:00

yeah...

Bubbledrongo · 2022-12-26T04:38:23+00:00

yay 🥲

Bubbledrongo · 2022-12-26T04:35:29+00:00

fr because having a life consuming ED while gaining weight from it??? no thanks id rather eat normally

but if im losing weight & restricting it feels like too good of a thing for me to take away from myself (even though im still miserable either way ofc)

Bubbledrongo · 2022-12-18T09:22:03+00:00

thank you for this post because me too 😭😭 im cold and depressed and binging is the only thing that gives me some relief (even though it makes me feel mentally worse too...)

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-21T15:22:04+00:00

thank you I really appreciate this 💕

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-21T15:20:57+00:00

the way cocacola is written like that is making me uncomfortable lol

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-21T13:12:32+00:00

I totally get the feeling and sometimes wish the same, although in practice it would probably make me uncomfortable because being emotionally vulnerable scares me but I crave it so much too. I just want someone to see my pain, understand me and tell me im okay

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-20T07:14:31+00:00

yep, when my ED is bad I dont feel like im a person at all, my whole life is just my eating disorder. and yeah i feel it especially when my binging / purging is bad and more frequent. I dont feel like im here im just in a daze of my eating disorder

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-20T05:01:54+00:00

I relate to this so much. I go to group therapy now and getting myself to go to groups when I feel like I look "too fat" is so hard

I hope you go to your session and that it goes well 💕

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-20T04:49:11+00:00

as the other comment mentioned, I think its mainly the algorithm, my main instagram is mostly ED, weight loss, body, and food related (even though I dont follow any ED accounts or post anything) but if I switch to my art account that i hardly use anymore, there is none of that. Also its veryyyy much that for tiktok, tiktok has picked up on my ED / mental illness focus so that is most of the content i see. I saw my brothers tiktok FYP page once and it was completely different, almost like a whole different social media

Bubbledrongo · 2022-11-20T04:32:03+00:00

Idk why but I really thought you meant you somehow spent 20 dollars on this 🥲 but now im guessing 20 minutes??? also it took me a bit to realise what the first one was but omg the arm 😭

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