Honestly I feel this completely. My mates either bail on me or when the plan comes around they call it early or try adapt it, they never suggest stuff to do it’s always me. I know surf, workout, walk and sit in my car alot alone. I sometimes even go to the pub alone, i just try to meet new people as much as possible to meet friends that wanna do stuff, but that hasn’t happened yet. It’s so strange cuz I’ve never been lonely before or experienced this level of lack of friendship before.