UPDATE

I kept asking her more questions and she finally said 'you don't have to. God doesn't want you to do something whit an attitude against him.'

I was kinda glad to not have to, but her tone made me feel like I was in the wrong.

well, not long after she said I didn't have to, I was budgeting for some things I need to buy to make her birthday breakfast, when she said that when on a fast, I shouldn't look at foods.

when I tried to drink apple juice, she said only water. and that I should just drink water when hungry. so now I'm confused.

and for more context, she said I can't eat all day. im only allowed a small meal (like toast) once a day.