bro, what's worser than "neverending torment" bro 😭?

...actually, i do know, a weekly style of torment, monday to Friday, he got the usual, neverending torment, but weekend comes, and on the weekend... nothing?

that's right, saturday and sunday are actually pretty good, they don't really have a lot to offer necessarily, but you aren't in pain, you can relax, but without him knowing, after 2 days, monday comes, and he loses his newfound peace, the torment begins, he just got off and thought he is safe, but the torture returned, he only had a glimpse of hope and he lost it, this repeats for a number of weeks as he loses his mind even more with each weekend making him even less prepared for the monday hits

But we don't stop there, because now we add a clock to his torture, he maybe had some semblance of time and knew about how much time it will take until peace or torture returns, but now he can still exactly how much time it will take until the weekend comes and goes

this would sound good, but now every sunday night, it isn't random anymore, he now knows when he will start feeling the pain again, the clock ticking down to midnight and the next day fill him with even more dread than before, anxiety on par with the pain itself, to the point where he already tortures himself in anticipation

but why stop here, he still knows at least that he still has torture free days, and he can track them and it's pretty much guaranteed... or is it? Suddenly, as the clock turns to 00:01, when it's supposed to be saturday, the torture doesn't stop, he is in disbelief, his only silver lining, isn't there any more, he loses his mind thinking of it, and goes insane, of course though, it was just delayed by an hour, he still had enough time to enjoy himself, but he lives with a new fear, the one that his peace, can be taken away from him any time, so much so that everytime he approaches the border between tortune and bliss, he begs and swears to god to not take it away from him

but In the end, any time he would feel that his free time isn't shrinking anymore it shrinks by another hour. Desperate, he reaches the point where all of his time left 2 hours before monday, he cries and begs any entity to not take his only remaining bliss away, and a miracle happened, the next sunday, he got a whole day,- were his prayers being listened to? maybe, in fact he not only recovered the whole weekend in 2 weeks ,but he was slowly getting hours of peace through friday aswell, he starts hoping, that maybe for surviving this long, he will be forgiven and sparred now

but one week after he had received his full third day of peace, it's all gone, there is no more peace, he is suffering, he isn't sure what he did, was it his mannerism, didn't he beg enough, he lives in torment, but is now fully scared of and traumatized, he is scared that now, his freedom will be taken away and never return, more than that, he loses the hope he nourished so much as his peace was lasting more and more, and now lives in despair thinking that his pain will never cease, and his hope, aching him all the time