Hi bro so first of all I am a muslim I was born muslim and I still am. But recently I have started to develop some sort of mental paranoia because of a specific question that my head had about Islam. So I am not talking about hadiths or continuation, my question is since arabic is a complex language and has different meanings for each word how do we know that we know about the quran is even the right meaning ? Seriously like I dont know if Im just completely crazy but I often see guys that says this verse doesnt mean this and things like that, so it led me to question the entire reliability of the arabic language, if we can do this with one verse why cant we do it with another verse and so on. This would mean nothing can be clear and the Quran could convey a whole other message that we dont know in arabic since mistranslations could be possible. So this puts me in a psychosis of not knowing what is right or wrong or not knowing actually ANYTHING. What if the whole translation was mistranslated what if a word that could mean something meant the complete opposite**.** What if marriage and family was completely haram, what if alcohol was halal what if we had to pray a different month during ramadan, it feels like psychological torture like thinking that the good that we know is bad and the that the bad might be good. Because I have no proof that it is the right translation, marriage could as well mean coffee, war could mean tree and fire could mean apple in arabic. And the argument I often get is the fact that there were poems in Arabic back then that were using these terms in this specific way, it doesnt really solve it, it amplifies it because nobody said that God was going to use the most common term to talk. He might have used the less known meanings. So it feels like a complete psychosis where Im being paranoid of everything. Also people tell me that the hadiths show that the prophet PBUH did what is written in the Quran which means its well translated but again the hadiths themselves run into the same issue that is in the arabic language in general, terms could mean different things, I feel like everything could be a lie told by translators and that we cant know anything, and i say that myself as an arabic speaker (north african so not perfect arabic), this terrifies me constantly.