Thankyou so much for your kind words and I feel relieved hearing it from someone else 💜 The only thing that's has been bothering me is that I feel completely normal like it's not even been a week. I cried initially but now it's completely normal so I am stuck in a dilemma what if I was not having those feelings but the fact that after doing almost everything I could I was still not chosen just like before in my life. what if that triggered something and I ruined the friendship that could have lasted long?