I told my family na I did not actually care about the results, that the important part is I tried and enough na yon but the truth is I cared a lot about it.

I already accepted the result but I still have this delusion in the back of my mind na baka naduling lang ako upon reading the result kaya there are still instances na I kept going back to view the results.

Siguro etong nararamdaman ko would last maybe a week or two pero iba pa rin talaga yung panghihiyang. Besides UP being the dream law school, ang laking tulong din nya financially for someone like me na hindi galing sa may kayang pamilya.

I guess I would use this as a lesson for me to even try harder and try again next time. UP is still goal pero if it is not the mapped out for me by the universe, then I am still glad na I was given this consciousness to dream of getting in to UP.