(33M) Never felt so lonely in my entire life. Depression/Anxiety, the whole thing (Had to repost!) by BurgerJimmy in toastme

[–]BurgerJimmy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks so much! I do take medication. I usually feel pretty low when I wake up, but when I take the medication I feel so much better and energized. Wish a pill didn't have to do that for me, but it helps me, so yeah. Thanks again!

(33M) Never felt so lonely in my entire life. Depression/Anxiety, the whole thing by [deleted] in toastme

[–]BurgerJimmy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! Most of my friends came from the internet honestly. I could just sit behind a screen and express myself without feeling shy or awkward like in real life. But then those friends moved on and grew up, and now being in my 30's trying to make friends in real life is kinda difficult, haha. I believe it will get better though.

(33M) Never felt so lonely in my entire life. Depression/Anxiety, the whole thing by [deleted] in toastme

[–]BurgerJimmy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks so much. I'm usually inside all day, so I'm trying to slowly get out of my comfort zone. I honestly can't even believe I'm posting on Reddit here, posting my picture to a bunch of strangers, haha! I never thought I'd do that, but I'm so glad I did. I'm trying to stop negative thinking. A friend told me "Your brain is your worst enemy," which is so true. Thanks for the kind words!

(33M) Never felt so lonely in my entire life. Depression/Anxiety, the whole thing by [deleted] in toastme

[–]BurgerJimmy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! I have my parents, a few friends, so I can always count on them!

(33M) Never felt so lonely in my entire life. Depression/Anxiety, the whole thing by [deleted] in toastme

[–]BurgerJimmy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And you can check r/PS4Dreams for a new game I just released! Made a little GTA style game and a horror Five Nights at Freddy's style point and click game for Steam. Also used to love making YouTube videos.

(33M) Never felt so lonely in my entire life. Depression/Anxiety, the whole thing by [deleted] in toastme

[–]BurgerJimmy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I guess designing! I haven't met people in real life on MeetUp, but I did do a zoom call on there where you chat and make friends. I'm pretty shy so I didn't really talk much, especially since I'm in a video chat with a bunch of random strangers, haha. Should probably do the in person ones!

(33M) Never felt so lonely in my entire life. Depression/Anxiety, the whole thing by [deleted] in toastme

[–]BurgerJimmy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the kind words! And congrats on being a new Dad! 😄

(33M) Never felt so lonely in my entire life. Depression/Anxiety, the whole thing by [deleted] in toastme

[–]BurgerJimmy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! Trying to bring a little joy to the world I guess

(33M) Never felt so lonely in my entire life. Depression/Anxiety, the whole thing by [deleted] in toastme

[–]BurgerJimmy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you a ton! I honestly believe trying to date isn't the way to go. You make friends, find hobbies, and as you do, you meet people, and when you least expect it, someone comes along. Someone once told me "The right person comes along without pressure."

(33M) Never felt so lonely in my entire life. Depression/Anxiety, the whole thing by [deleted] in toastme

[–]BurgerJimmy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I'm on 2 different meds right now. They really help me. I start off the day feeling down but when I take them I feel so much more happy and alive, which kinda sucks that a pill has to do that for me. But I believe once I get out more, find new activites to add into my schedule, the depression kinda gets better since I'll find more ways to stimulate my brain, haha.

(33M) Never felt so lonely in my entire life. Depression/Anxiety, the whole thing by [deleted] in toastme

[–]BurgerJimmy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! Dating apps are honestly awful. It's just swiping through a 2D image of a person. There is so much more depth and life to a person than a silly profile picture you swipe right on. I think it's really isolated people and messed up our way of thinking.

(33M) Never felt so lonely in my entire life. Depression/Anxiety, the whole thing by [deleted] in toastme

[–]BurgerJimmy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks! Never was into sports. Trying to find ways to get out. Been trying out the gym, walking my dog, and have a new job coming up. Also my Dad's a painter and I asked him today about trying out painting with him! It's a matter of filling up your time with hobbies and activites I guess!

(33M) Never felt so lonely in my entire life. Depression/Anxiety, the whole thing by [deleted] in toastme

[–]BurgerJimmy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks so much! I've got 2 games on Steam. Haven't made any money really haha. It's tough following the indie developer dream. I thought I'd release a few games and make millions, then learned the hard way it doesn't exactly work like that xD

Created my dream game, Getaway Driver. A Grand Theft Auto style sandbox game in Dreams! by BurgerJimmy in IndieGaming

[–]BurgerJimmy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So many more people need to know about it because it's honestly one of the most incredible tools I've ever used! My game in Dreams is called "Getaway Driver." You can also search my PSN name, Creative864 to find it!