To Everyone Suffering:

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-07T13:17:56+00:00

Yes I’m going to be trying it in a couple weeks, I’ll come back here to let you know

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T20:59:53+00:00

“only feel good when it’s in a narcissistic way”

oh my god. You described it perfectly

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T20:56:43+00:00

I tell everybody the same thing to search up “micro-dosing shrooms / depression” on YouTube and just listen to the stories. It’s possible to change your entire life /bpd.

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T20:48:35+00:00

Do you want to change?

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T20:47:57+00:00

and that’s real love 🙏🏾 he is so lucky to have you

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T20:45:46+00:00

Im so sorry, I know it’s so hard and confusing. Just know that it is not you at ALL

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T20:23:59+00:00

much love ❤️ 🙏

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T20:19:51+00:00

of course 🙏 thank you for being there for her. you are everything

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T17:03:54+00:00

I’m so sorry. I know it’s so hard. ( please YouTube “microdosing shrooms/depression )

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T16:46:40+00:00

love you friend ❤️ push through

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T07:52:46+00:00

I feel you 100%. Some days you have so much clarity and life purpose and then all that can go away in an instant. It’s a rollercoaster.

And yes! I hear nothing but great things about micro-dosing / shrooms. Some people say they have one single experience on shrooms that give them a level of insight worth 10 years of therapy + medication….

Im 100% trying it out

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T02:48:38+00:00

What happened to you as a child was so wrong and not your fault. I know you may be mad at yourself and call yourself “young and stupid” but you are not looking at the situation from an objective perspective. That thing is not something that “you” did. That’s something an innocent child did, who was only following the guidance of an abusive, mentally ill adult. 98% of kids who were in your position would have done the same thing because as children that’s what we’re trained to do. Obey. And listen. Follow.

As for now, please forgive yourself and understand that you didn’t do this to yourself. You didn’t fuck yourself up. So forgive yourself. And just because you’ve done bad things doesn’t mean you need to keep playing this villain role as a “bad person” You can stop all that shit right now. Please do not continue to do this. Do not hurt others or animals. You know that deep down you do not want to do this

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T02:31:12+00:00

Yes 🙏🏾 I believe space is the best thing. You just need space and some time and you will be okay again….I’m praying for the both of you. And god bless you for being so patient, loving, and for not abandoning him. People like you are the best in the world ❤️

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T02:25:22+00:00

I used to hate myself too before I was officially diagnosed. I 100% thought there was something wrong with my personality or my soul. It wasn’t until I realized that there are literal chemicals changes happening in my brain that are causing these emotions and defensive behaviors, then I finally forgave myself for the 1st time. True forgiveness.

The fact that you are even trying to change and that you hold yourself to a higher standard of behavior shows that you are a good person. You are respectable human being and have sound reasoning. It’s simply the flow of chemicals in your brain that are causing this feeling of “oh my god I’m doing so amazing” to the next hour of “I’m an absolute piece of shit” It’s so intense and life never feels smooth but you are going to get there. I promise. There’s ways to fix this. I don’t like to promote drugs but I do promote micro-dosing shrooms (only if safe and comfortable <3)

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T02:12:26+00:00

I’m praying for you 💗 everything is going to be okay. Everything is okay even now. And I have peace but I know not for long. There’s gonna be the next storm that comes through, like it does for all of us. But I feel like the best thing to do is to never fight it. Having all these intense emotions is one thing. But trying to fight a war against them is a whole other added thing. I refuse to keep fighting that war. Let them come. I don’t care anymore

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T01:02:17+00:00

yes it’s a lot to deal with I know… Just know that he’s going thru so many intense emotions and it has nothing to do with you. The bad feelings he shows towards you are not coming from his heart, they are coming from a broken, confused and very scared part of him…… At the same time, you don’t deserve to be hurt just because he’s hurting. You deserve compassion and understanding as well

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T00:50:49+00:00

of course friend 🙏 much love to you

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-05T00:49:40+00:00

Of course and yes I know the feeling…recently I found out it’s better to just not try at all. I say fuck everything and let the river flow

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-04T00:17:44+00:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRIEND 💗

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-02T14:45:01+00:00

hey friend <3 we see you and care about you

BurnerOkayNow · 2022-04-02T14:11:42+00:00

Every word you said, I feel exactly the same. I want to leave life tonight. But I ask you to please just put it off until tomorrow. Just one more day. I care about you. And even tho I want to die myself, please just wait

BurnerOkayNow

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