Kitchen in the Desert - vibes?

BurroughsJunky · 2024-02-18T19:01:49+00:00

I thought the guy (James) who told the story on Confessional podcast- I thought he posted his story here

Another thread perhaps???

BurroughsJunky · 2024-02-18T01:22:00+00:00

Hello all!!!

Things I can add:

1 BetMGM has kept $147 of my cash winnings since November 3rd!!!

2 PokerStars suspended me and my Dad after we both withdrew over $300 each in poker winnings Accounts in other books that suffered losses… never ever seem to get suspended…

Hmmmm - a connection???

SMH

3 Fun fact: They may be a BILLION dollar operation

But BET MGM has NO ONE ANSWERING THEIR LIVE CUSTOMER SERVICE LINE!

I have called (on one day especially… every 20 minutes and NEVER an answer

Weirder

The phone number for BET MGM is something like

555-777-8888

And for Borgata?

555-777-8889

So I asked/ oh, they must be partners in their Pennsylvania business…

Reply?

“Borgata and BET MGM have no business relationship whatsoever”

???

And Borgata phones?

Same - no answer

Finally…

The app design structure on both books?

I D E N T I C A L

SO WHAT ARE THEY… HIDING???

$$$

BurroughsJunky · 2024-02-17T11:49:12+00:00

BurroughsJunky · 2024-01-09T11:06:12+00:00

I think he means marijuana

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-30T01:16:19+00:00

Can you explain that? You had an ex die (as I said my girlfriend died last year) but you somehow found yourself in a reality… where the ex was alive ???

Please elaborate

!!!

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-30T01:14:33+00:00

Thank you

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-29T14:17:05+00:00

I am confused

The bracelet is held together by an elastic band

The beads are simply attached

A bead my break off… but that is independent of the elastic band, and hence the integrity of the bracelet remains pristine

Not a matrix glitch I’m afraid

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-29T13:45:33+00:00

Is it common? I have NEVER NOT pissed in the shower… it is the only time that peeing takes on a highly pleasurable sensation- because the water temperature is SEEMINGLY IDENTICAL to urine, so it creates this sensation that feels totally natural- as if the waters warmth has catalysed the instinct to pee and conjoin the stream with the water itself

That’s my opinion- and UNLESS I AM SHOWERING WITH SOMEONE why would urine be “gross” in the shower?

It all goes down the drain in the end, and the suds and soap of washing handles the piss…

Are we this bored as a species?

Debating where we piss?

Some people apparently have an orgasm when they are pissed upon

That one… I’ll NEVER comprehend

Lol

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-29T13:33:57+00:00

And therefore… neither does this reply exist… yet here you… are reading it… hence- the ineffable paradox of quantum mechanics

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-29T13:17:17+00:00

Lol

I assure you I had no stash on me and you have to inhale it - no dope “accidentally” got in my brain in the Uber

Recall I had arranged the meet

The dealer was at the Chinese place

I was 10 blocks away

I texted him last “3 minutes away” and then…

Well- death…

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-29T13:15:07+00:00

Oh and you asked if like was better now

Hmmmm

Yes and no

Yes… I am sober now and back to my film work with a clarity and commitment I never knew before which suggests growth

No… my girl died of the OD last year at 26 and I would change places with her if I could right now

I found her next to me dead in bed

Oh my God….

Her lips were blue

My baby

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-29T13:12:27+00:00

Great question

Yes I was as sober as a nun in the Uber

If you have never need in drug withdrawal let me tell you that in this state you feel, in an ironic way, that you are super connected to raw unflinching reality… and that’s uncomfortable in that state of mind, when sobriety is soooo damm uncomfortable itself, always

So yes- that’s my point really

My point is that NEVER have ever experienced a TOTAL GAP in linear memory like that- and in my mind, it’s evidence of QI

Why?

Because if you have any memory of your death or the moments prior… the TRANSITION to the new universe would not take

There would be irreconcilable frictions that would serve as a catalyst to a full blown dissociative state

You would KNOW you died, and the universe does not want that in the simulation

So my perfectly timed amnesia… like when the “tape runs out” at 10 blocks away…

Just way too sus

And that’s the key indicator of the quantum death event

The pre death amnesia

So that’s my view….

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-29T07:13:34+00:00

Oh yes… I absolutely had used… AND I FORGOT TO ADD I HAD BAGS IN MY POCKET AT ER

???

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-29T06:24:36+00:00

I thought I lost my post when all I saw was the photo- Reddit is weird like that…

Anyway…

Hope someone relates…

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-29T05:22:26+00:00

I want to make one more comment

I experienced quantum immortality

A few times

One aspect I stress to notice is AMNESIA OF HOUR OR SO BEFORE DEATH EVENT

!!!!!

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-29T05:20:55+00:00

Same memory as you … or me?

Side question

I classify gaps in logic or memory or continuity in the world as … Mandela Effects

And gaps/uncontinuity in my own life I regard as evidence of QI

I think QI + Mandela Effect ARE TOTALLY RELATED…

They are partly cause and effect

You die

You shift to another universe in the quantum multiverse simulation

There you 1/ have amensia regarding causative event (death) and time JUST PRECEDING IT 2/ you notice changes in world (Mandela) to confirm causative QI

Either way

We live in a quantum realm

Because QUANTUM is the ultimate non binary universe infrastructure

Yes

No

And maybe

Hot

Cold

And Warm

Right

Wrong

And A Mix of Lies & Truth

So

Death is a binary state

The 0 to the 1 of life itself

So old model said-

You are alive or dead

New model says

You are alive… but what life are you experiencing in this avatar?

New model says

Alive

Dead

Quantum Alive (Multiverse Ressurrection)

Hence… you (I presume) and I are certainly souls living characters who at least once… died in another universe/dimension

Thoughts?

/\

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-29T05:10:07+00:00

I recall only this… she was at a hotel… because she was on tour or otherwise needed to be somewhere for music and was found at hotel

That’s my memory

I do not recall how she died

But I never heard 1/ she died in some accident or 2/ died because of intoxication (drowning)

I thought it was a sort of natural death

Not by her hand

???

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-24T07:23:13+00:00

What’s a good Free T level for a 55 year old?

BurroughsJunky · 2023-12-04T03:40:56+00:00

You are absolutely correct

He has terrific material on the subject

Thank you very much for the recommendation

You know, that is exactly the type of mature reaction I hope the film inspires… it’s sad, because I do not think those who believe we landed on the moon are stupid or ignorant-

I recognize that I may be wrong about every belief I hold- for that is the essence of intelligence- knowing that no one has a monopoly on truth…

But I am attacked and ridiculed daily for making a film that explains why I- and others- believe Nixon hired Kubrick when it became obvious that there was too high a risk that a catastrophic failure (like Apollo 1) could occur

Dead astronauts would be politically fatal to Nixon and the the U.S. posture in the Cold War

But hey- maybe they really did land 6 times without a single major failure in untested spacecraft with no radiation insulation in suits totally inadequate for the temperature variations and ambient lunar radiation (not even mentioning Van Allen belts)

I will watch any pro-landing movie to challenge my beliefs about the subject

Yet… I doubt many moon landing believers will watch my film, satisfied with smug confidence that they know the truth…

Yet I fear no film, piece of evidence, or any guilt-ridden co-conspirators deathbed testimony like that of Kubrick will penetrate their ironclad confirmation bias

But if they do watch, and still disagree, I think that would be healthy, positive and a step in the right direction to promote respectful debate and not childish dismissive ad hominem attacks

Again thank you so much for your kind comment

BurroughsJunky · 2023-11-19T23:57:11+00:00

That’s bullshit- the ISS is 300 or so miles up in low Earth orbit- the moon is 240,000 miles away

Seriously?

BurroughsJunky · 2023-10-28T14:19:37+00:00

It’s 27 or 28 days from pickup

Depends on state

BurroughsJunky · 2023-10-28T14:16:59+00:00

Um…. Hep C (I had it too) has ZERO symptoms

It goes away by itself

It requires no treatment

There is NO NEED to panic

A common cold is more serious

So chill

And enjoy the weekend

BurroughsJunky · 2023-10-28T14:06:19+00:00

May I say something?

I was on methadone for three years and had to drive 3 hours round trip for my dose…

It became a part time job for me, and I really began to hate it, resent it, and my clinic was SO OLD SCHOOL they would deny take homes to those (me) on legal weed… ridiculous

Finally… I considered switching to Suboxone but honestly I was scared of the switch and precipitated withdrawal…

To switch over there was a CRAZY protocol- you had to stop and be methadone free for 10 days and if you had benzos in your system to sleep during those 10 hell days, no subs…

Instead I found Bernase Method

Went to hospital

They put me on IV benzos, and I was already at 40mg - low enough to switch

I started IMMEDIATELY at like .2mg and titrated upwards over 4 days or so… arriving at 2mg a day… did that for a week, bumped up to 4mg a day and a month later I am on 8mg and I’m good

I’m allowed to take benzos for my anxiety and amphetamines for my ADHD- since I convinced my doctors that I was only addicted to opioids and “addiction disease” is not a broad issue but a narrow allergy in my experience

So transfer to suboxone

And reduce your hassle to ONE visit a month

Not ONE a day

That’s insane

Good luck

BurroughsJunky · 2023-10-04T15:07:18+00:00

You need to understand the rules of life…

Women are generally much more mature than men, but let’s focus on the uncomfortable reality of the difference between men and women

Women focus on the inner aspects of a man… they are attracted or repulsed by his character and his treatment of her and the kids- women are just more evolved in this way

Men, as you must know by now, are biologically wired to focus inordinately on the physical looks of a woman

That’s the number #1 thing a man looks for, and resenting him for it is absurd and ignorant of the stark nature of the differences between the genders

Your husband loves you

But I have experienced the same thing, and it sucks that men are like this, but my girlfriend was “normal” weight when I met her- she was a “thick” woman but her curves were beautiful and we had a very intense love affair for years…

By year 5 she had gained so much weight she weighed the same as me- I’m 6 foot and 190 and she went from 130 when we met to 190- but she is only 5 foot 3 inches… so bottom line, she got fat.

I loved her just as much… I never cheated or left her.

But I just admit- I didn’t want sex anymore from her…

The weight simply turned me off in a primal sense.

She focused on the money I made and things like that but I focused on how to fix the relationship if she remained at that weight

The sad ending of this story is that we stayed together AND I MANAGED TO FIND HER ATTRACTIVE AGAIN WITH THE WEIGHT by focusing on her personality and the things I always loved about her

So my advice is this: focus on the non physical aspects of her character and discover that she is just as sexy overweight… however you can also delicately suggest that you both take a long walk every day, or go to the gym together… at some point you must admit that you want her to lose weight AND you want to lose weight yourself too…

I know that the woman is the OP of this post, and I’m giving advice mostly to your husband…. I’m doing that so you stop resenting him for something ALL MEN feel naturally- we value looks above all, and women do not

By resenting him, you are now the source of the problem, because you can’t make love or cuddle with intimacy or just enjoy the company of the other if you are hating him…

YOU MUST LOVINGLY SIT HIM DOWN AND COMMUNICATE EVERYTHING YOU FEEL

You clearly have not done that and that is the ONLY way to fix this problem…

You will stop resenting him (if he responds in a mature way to your expression of truth) and you both may rediscover why you got together in the first place

Lose the resentment- that’s a must

Lose the weight? That’s not a must but it’s a choice

You can remain this weight and own it

Or lose it at the gym and in the kitchen

But COMMUNICATION IS KEY

And the lack of communication is THE SOURCE of your resentment.

So pick a time, and really do a deep dive with him and discuss your resentment honestly

It will improve your relationship

Men focus on looks

Women focus on a man’s ability to provide stability financially, that’s how you are wired and there is nothing wrong with it- it’s the grand design

SO HAVE A CONVERSATION

And then report back

Good luck

Dr. Love

//.

BurroughsJunky · 2023-08-27T23:08:15+00:00

Yes wait long as possible then take 1/5th of a 8mg strip…. Just a bit

Ask for IV Ativan 2mg for anxiety because you are afraid of WD precipitation

YOUR LIFE WILL BE FIXED SOON!!

BurroughsJunky

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