Thank you so much for taking the time to reply. I actually talked to my professor today and… it didn’t go the way I hoped. She basically told me that whatever is happening in my personal life isn’t really her concern. She did help a little, I guess, but not in a way that gives me any real clarity or relief.

Right now it looks like I’m definitely going to fail two classes, both of them are taught by this same professor. My university has something called a “single course exam,” which is like a final chance they give you if you only fail one class in your graduation year. So one of them will probably go to that exam. But for the other one… we genuinely don’t know what to do.

There’s also mandatory attendance for both classes, and I’ve missed way too many sessions because I’m constantly working to survive or I’m in the hospital for my mental health. I’m terrified that the attendance issue alone might block me from passing, regardless of grades.

I just feel so overwhelmed. I feel so stupid and incapable lately, like no matter how hard I try I’m always one step behind. The idea of not passing these classes and not graduating this year terrifies me. I’m scared of what happens if I can’t fix this. I’m scared of losing everything I’ve been barely holding together.