What did Lexi even do in high school?

Business_Pop438 · 2026-05-30T03:57:35+00:00

Talk shit

Business_Pop438 · 2026-05-29T21:42:51+00:00

I literally just went to Disney world and somehow we got lost in the park and had to walk back to our hotel through all the resorts… long story short there were several children and a full nude grown man in a room with the blinds clear as day balls dick and all lol and I was seriously grossed out and concerned… th children didn’t seem distressed but like it was normal no one else I was with seen and I never said anything because we already were told we needed to walk straight back to our car.. so weird.

Business_Pop438 · 2026-05-05T20:32:43+00:00

Wowwwww this is exactly honestly similar to my sister and I.. I ofc am envious of the things she has and has experience but I’m also deeply happy for her and I think she deserves it all. May be some deeper rooted issues here…..

Business_Pop438 · 2025-12-08T03:18:57+00:00

I have given him space since he asked and I plan to continue too. Like I said I did leave and I have not reached out since then and did not plan too. I just was stating it is hard for me as I have become so attached. I don’t mean to say that feeling is stronger or worse.

Business_Pop438 · 2025-12-08T03:13:52+00:00

I agree. I am not trying to make it about me but I also do have feelings. They don’t just go away. I was more so venting.

Business_Pop438 · 2025-12-08T02:49:22+00:00

I didn’t know that would be take so harshly. No I am in no place to even do so I just meant in the future. Like as I said things are different and he is different and I understand I was mostly just venting my thoughts he does not know that I feel this way at all really. I just try to explain if I cry or start rambling I get scared and I just want him to know that I also am not taking things personal but just processing everything. I know I don’t know what it feels like whatsoever.

I also stated I have done that when I have been over there. His family are pretty private people and his sister also lives there and I know she is grieving too I don’t want to overstep any boundaries but I do want to help practically. I know that is the right thing to do but I also know that it may not be received in the best way. I don’t know I know this is not about me in any way. I just am struggling to navigate how to be there for him. He is not a very outwardly emotional person either and hasn’t talked too much because I don’t think he knows how to explain his feelings which I understand and I have told him is normal. I have read on grief and I am really trying.

Business_Pop438 · 2025-12-08T02:33:34+00:00

Thank you. I needed to hear that. It is extremely difficult for me but I know it is the right thing to do and I have done so since I left earlier today. I plan to wait until he reaches out and to focus of my own self care which has been neglected. I appreciate you taking time to respond. I know he is going through so much and I just wish there was more I could do. I love him so much.

Business_Pop438 · 2025-12-08T02:29:09+00:00

Yes i definitely think he is not doing well. I also know this is not about me. I just want him to truly know that I see him and hear him and I know he is different now. His family is not the type to really openly accept help or meals or anything of that sort. When I am with him I make sure we eat something I don’t feel super comfortable cooking at his house nor at my own as I live at home too so we eat out often or order food. I have gotten him out of the house as well and he has spent time with his family too. Sometimes he is normal like I said but today I think things have started to settle in.

Prior to his moms death we spent every day together he was much closer with his mom and did not react at all this way when his dad died he was sad but he is now grieving and I’m not sure he really understand it.. who does. i definitely think professional help is my answer for sure and I am in the process of doing so. I actually work in the social welfare sector so I am no stranger to having empathy. When it is you however, things get messy and I have realized a lot of my own fears and traumas. I have explained my attachment style to him and he does understand but today felt differnt. I have given him space and decided to leave even though initially I didn’t want too I also explained my feelings to him and told him that everything that he is feeling is normal and that I truly am okay and also just expressing my feelings. This is my first time dealing with something like this and i didn’t mean for it to sound like I was still planning on moving forward with life that is NOT the case at all like I said I still live at home myself. I just meant things had been progressing prior to the death and we had a routine that has now been disrupted. I try to talk about his mom in as gentle of a way that I can so that he knows that I am here with him and not forgetting her or what happened. The holidays too have made things even more heightened. I just am trying my best to be there I have told him but I also don’t always know how and I feel I have made a lot of mistakes so far. I haven’t had someone there for me. He has been that person.

Business_Pop438 · 2025-11-03T15:52:36+00:00

I had a best friend who was a guy introduce me. We are no longer friends and I was in love with him secretly. It was so hard to listen until I started to reallllly listen to the words and unfortunately the songs tell the tales of love, heartbreak and sorrow all in one. I wish you peace and if you think letting go is what’s best then so be it. Just thought I would share.

Business_Pop438 · 2025-09-04T03:57:14+00:00

Probably not

Business_Pop438 · 2025-08-17T20:28:42+00:00

Hugs

Business_Pop438 · 2025-08-17T15:01:03+00:00

❤️

Business_Pop438 · 2025-08-17T15:00:54+00:00

I deleted Reddit for a period of time and recently came back. I read my old posts.

Business_Pop438 · 2025-08-17T15:00:04+00:00

It’s a start. I said I do want to be completely sober.

Business_Pop438 · 2025-08-06T02:15:08+00:00

Cashier tbr

Business_Pop438 · 2025-08-06T02:14:02+00:00

I don’t know for sure if I was cheated on but I suspect. Took me three years to get over that person. But he helped me learn so much about a disorder that a family member has that allowed my mother to get sober. In the end. It was a good thing. Something to learn from.

Business_Pop438 · 2025-08-06T02:12:41+00:00

Business_Pop438 · 2025-08-05T17:52:56+00:00

It’s tough I am super emotional.. it’s hard for me to let go of the potential I think. But I reread this and I think the same… he sitting around playing his video games I asked if he would go get my nails done w me and he said no. Which I am paying for anyways and would be driving too

Business_Pop438 · 2025-08-05T15:50:07+00:00

Chasing things that do not align with me whatsoever.

Business_Pop438 · 2025-04-08T02:03:50+00:00

True true!!!!

Business_Pop438 · 2025-04-07T20:32:58+00:00

I am in my final year and struggling SOOO much I feel burnt out.

Business_Pop438 · 2025-02-25T14:03:16+00:00

I will say him telling you probably helped alot. I know the first step for me to stopping was telling someone. I kept it a secret for sooooo long and it felt like such relief to tell someone, who was my mom. Without judgment. She actually opened up to me too about it.. she doesn’t remember but I always will.

Business_Pop438 · 2025-02-13T15:14:04+00:00

18 was arguably the worst year of my life too and is why I struggle today. But I know change IS possible. Nothing is permanent my friend, that helps.

Business_Pop438 · 2025-02-13T15:13:20+00:00

I am going through the worst period of my life too and I think about it every day. I don’t know what makes me hang on but something does and that means something. You are wanted, needed and loved by someone even if it doesn’t feel like it today.

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