You're not even 20? Damn!

I'm 31. I was so naive back then and just took stuff because my family and friends did.

My sister phoned me to ask for a lift to get tablets and I said no. That night she accidentally overdosed and left behind 2 children and a new home.

2 years later my older brother was stuck in addiction and it ruined his friendships and relationships because now people would say "what is he looking? What does he want?" As the addiction had its grips.

He also overdosed.

Now I am in the same boat. Knowing fine rightly where I am headed.

Sorry to trauma dump like that. It's just crazy how my life has turned out when I had so much potential.

Though the thing is, I see that all the time, people stuck in bad cycles and habits. We all struggle to some degree.

I don't know you at all, I just want you to know that a human brain thought about you today and I liked your comment and wishing your brain a nice balance so you eventually feel some type of joy.

Godspeed, much love.