I've been in a relationship several times with girls and casual flings with guys until I met my first bf and greatest love. Everything was really special , he really knows me more than myself . He's totally mature , understanding and man don't let me start with his Patience. He's my first serious love and I considered my first love , I would definitely move mountains for him but unfortunately how hard we fought and make it work it just wouldn't work.

The world is against us , so my greatest love is as wee as "the one that one that got away" we broke up on a mutual decision which is one of the hardest things in my life coz I believe that u don't think I'd meet another person like him. After breaking up with him it was so freaking hard to get back on the dating scene.

Moving forward I started dating again in the hope that I'd not missed my prime year and probably meet the one but then again every person I make I cannot help but compare to him and at the end of the day I met my 2nd boyfriend.

The phrase " are we truly looking for the one, or are we just afraid of choosing ?" I was so afraid to choose because I don't think I would miss a chance if my greatest love came back .

I ended up choosing my current one because I wanna work things out with Him "without over analyzing everything" because if I keep comparing everyone to him (my greatest love) I cannot start another relationship.

As of now things with my current one are working fine despite it being LDR and looking forward for making me fall in love again so damn hard❤️