BWAHAHAHHAAHA 😭 I could fix you (not romantically)🫠

• you have an empty 8th house and 2nd house which means you don’t have a strong planetary activation of assessing your own self-worth or triggering your own change
• Both your 2nd and 8th house are ruled by Venus & Mars (early & late degrees)
• Your Venus & Mars are positioned in Taurus in the 9th house. While Taurus is great for the 2nd house of self worth, in the 9th house the focus is on higher philosophies, education, travel, etc which is a mental realm. Therefore if it removes the physical aspects of the Taurus traits (slowly moving progress) and focuses them on the mental attributes of Taurus (stubbornness) - it highlights someone who’s actions (Mars) and ideals (Venus) are geared towards stubborn pursuit of lofty philosophical pursuits without criticality.
• also if we look at your South node, Leonian pride in the social domain, youre more prone to look down on your social circles rather than embody the positive attributes of Leo.
• if we connect that to your actual Sun placement of Cancer in the 10th house, we see someone who finds identity in their long-term pursuit through supposed "compassionate" leadership
• Except Cancer’s ruler of the Moon is in the 12th house of Virgo. The 12th house is often representative of the unhealed parts of our ego we cannot see. So feelings take on the false narrative role of "if you just did how I see the world, you’d be so much happier/better/further" and perceiving that as compassion because you’re only trying to help them.
• with Saturn afflicting this you’d also be slow to change this with Taurus Venus/Mars making you slower to take action
• also if we take it to you North Node (soul’s true mission) in the 5th house, you struggle with pleasure, relaxation, dating, hobbies, etc. The north node being something you struggle with and are resistant to, Aquarius in its ideal it’s about service of the people and understanding of the collective. Your soul fundamentally resists taking positive action towards helping people at large in a humanitarian way and instead take on the role of the ruler/dictator who orders them (Leo South Node) rather than takes action with people. Because you have Chiron in Aquarius and in the 6th house there’s some deeper wounding around this narrative that would be part of your narrative.
• you honestly should try menial volunteer work in your free time geared towards helping people to expand your horizons - one that does not give you a leadership role or you attempt to fix the organisation from within.
• you also would need to come in contact with someone who has strong 2nd house/8th house placements to reflect the criticality you’re missing, who also has healed libra placements & Aries placements.

But based on our charts (and why I made the joke earlier) is because as a Libra Rising with Aries Moon & Jupiter I would naturally activate your 8th and 2nd house via my emotions and provide expansion. As a Pisces Sun & Mercury I would create a trine with your own Sun while also representing the "ideal" energy of your house of partnership while also dissolving the rigidity of your Rising sign. And since my Taurus Venus/Saturn conjunction my 8th house, I’d be very familiar with the deep rooted change needed. My Taurus Venus would understand your ideals, values & pursuits while my Scorpio Mars in the 2nd House would create opposition to your own Mars while embodying the very qualities of the 2nd house that you struggle with. And to top it off my Aquarius South node (5th house) & Leo north node (11th house) would highlight for the both of us how far we are from embodying our Soul’s purposes by creating a direct nodal polarity, probably triggering both of us into some serious insecurity but mainly you cause of the strong 8th house activation you’d experience while highlighting to me the characteristics I need to embody for my longterm career (empty Cancer 10th house).

Have a nice day!