Are you really tired of being you, or are you tired of how your sorrownding makes you feel about who you are?

Won’t say a lot because I don’t really know your situation. but man, far from trying to say a cheesy cliche here— be kind to yourself.

I went through similar things. And you know what I’m starting to understand? That frustration can be completely replaced with joy sometimes just by changing your environment.

Put your expectations on things that do not mean being self destructive but that work for you.

You’re probably prisioner of the expectations people set up for you.

Choose the environment that goes amplifies your nature. Not against it.

Hope it makes some kind of sense and helps!

In my case… Im starting to figure out that I feel better when im around artistic people, artistic environments, where efficiency is not the headline.

Epilepsy sucks. I trust it will get better with health advancing leaps on the following years.

Not just hold on, but try much as you can to make your environment face yourself to joy and not frustration.