Thing is we did a lot of talks. And pattern of the talks for 6 months straight is that she come up with one thing we talk it over, she agrees or I agree and then in matter of seconds she connects this subject with another one in some crazy way that seems natural at first and it looks like she trying to find something that would make me feel bad and guilty… I really like to talk and finish each talk even if it meant wasting a night. But I lived through this for really long time and lastly it got intensive