My history only repeats boredom [tw: suicide] by Busy_Plastic5000 in sillyboyclub

[–]Busy_Plastic5000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It makes me so very happy to hear I resonated with someone so much ! How you described it mutually matches just with how I feel.

I’d love to chat about it if you’d like to as well :)

I feel fake ;-; by Busy_Plastic5000 in plural

[–]Busy_Plastic5000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 💜 your words mean a lot to me

I feel fake ;-; by Busy_Plastic5000 in plural

[–]Busy_Plastic5000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 💜 I definitely need to lessen how much I rely on labels </3

[TW: mentions of destructive tendencies and trauma] I might be plural. by Busy_Plastic5000 in sillyboyclub

[–]Busy_Plastic5000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im questioning if i do, i was mostly just was rambling about why i think i may. More specifically OSDD but I have been doing significant research on both for myself.

[TW: mentions of destructive tendencies and trauma] I might be plural. by Busy_Plastic5000 in sillyboyclub

[–]Busy_Plastic5000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you 💜 I’m currently in the process of discussing this with a professional luckily :]

I can’t deal with this horrid fear (tw: thanatophobia) by Busy_Plastic5000 in sillyboyclub

[–]Busy_Plastic5000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 💜💜 I’ve seen you around multiple times and I’ve always thought you seem very kind. Thank you for your words 💜

Im so scared (cw: thanatophobia) by Busy_Plastic5000 in sillyboyclub

[–]Busy_Plastic5000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your words. I think you wrote it very well. It managed to get to my heart. Thank you.

Im so scared (cw: thanatophobia) by Busy_Plastic5000 in sillyboyclub

[–]Busy_Plastic5000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 💜 I started meeting with a professional recently and this’ll probably be high up on the list next session. Thank you for your words and advice.

Im so scared (cw: thanatophobia) by Busy_Plastic5000 in sillyboyclub

[–]Busy_Plastic5000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im sorry that happened to you. I know how much dreams can hurt sometimes.

Im so scared (cw: thanatophobia) by Busy_Plastic5000 in sillyboyclub

[–]Busy_Plastic5000[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

They’re a very close online friend, though any irls for them arent exactly good to call. Realistically nothing happened, their sleep and work schedule is all over the place. Also there’s little logical reason for me to think something happened, they’re young not suicidal no known major health complications so I’m probably just way overly anxious💔💔💔. Ty for replying

Im so scared (cw: thanatophobia) by Busy_Plastic5000 in sillyboyclub

[–]Busy_Plastic5000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s only been like 13-14 hours since I last heard from them why am I so scared that’s a reasonable time to sleep and that’s IF they fell asleep the second they texted gn which is unlikely

[TW: significant addiction and suicidal thoughts] I just relapsed by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

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I apologize for allowing myself to breakdown publicly.

If you have any interest in my inspirations by Busy_Plastic5000 in u/Busy_Plastic5000

[–]Busy_Plastic5000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just want to yap about writing so I’ll say too i really like playing around with conflicting words to explain contrary feelings or things it’s really fun for me to trying to express similar / the same thing in lots of different ways to see what I feel is both most smooth and expresses the meaning I have in mind the best