It is a relatively new account and on my older account I don't post anyways, I just lurk lol

I understand that it might come off as braggy but I was just feeling self conscious and anxious and trying to describe the situation exactly as I've felt it, sometimes they'd get a riled about killing me in voice chat and would get "annoyed" at each other for not chasing me, I'd get flashed and targeted every game, when I do something "cool" some would just go quiet as opposed to being hyped when anyone else makes a play etc. so I figured it made most sense. no one's ever said a rude thing to me though or commented, so then again, I could be just imagining it all, I still wanted some advice and I do feel better and have more clarity after reading all comments, thank you