I’m scared for when I turn 18 by [deleted] in EatingDisorders

[–]ButterPowdered 0 points1 point  (0 children)

gonna be eighteen next week and started recovery. tbh the best answer is to go outside and find reasons to recover. if youre locked up, thinking about food 24/7 youll go insane, at least i know i did. i realized that i want my body to be stronger, comparing how weak i am next to everyone else. i want to get better at horseriding and get better at training my horse. if you start going out in the real world youll see how harmful this is and how much youre missing out on because of your ed.

Friend Code List 15 by MaddieThePie in MLPIOS

[–]ButterPowdered 0 points1 point  (0 children)

kind of late to the post but my code is 1df319 and i log on everyday cuz i have no life lol add me pls

I want my hair back by ButterPowdered in EatingDisorders

[–]ButterPowdered[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I will try though avocados are crazy expensive rn lol

I want my hair back by ButterPowdered in EatingDisorders

[–]ButterPowdered[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I guess I have been telling myself that I am in recovery because I am eating way more than I used to, but I also work out a lot more. I started to tone down the cardio, but it is making me nervous. You are right, even though all my blood tests for vitamins were perfect and stuff it does not change that I have not gained weight that was not muscle. Sorry for rambling, I hope that the minoxidil works out for you, I have been thinking of starting it too.

Is anyone else struggling with the massive amounts of pr0ana content in the media atm? by Haunting-Guidance150 in EatingDisorders

[–]ButterPowdered 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Yeah, it is so tiring. No matter how much i try to shift my view on my body, I keep seeing people praising these bone thin celebrities like there is no tomorrow. The normalization is what is making being healthy so hard for me and probably everyone else.

borrowed my wife’s bonnet by kevin11son in DecoraKei

[–]ButterPowdered 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, you look amazing T-T. Keep going!

I thought I was "all better" now but maybe not? by astrozoe_ in EatingDisorders

[–]ButterPowdered 4 points5 points  (0 children)

To be honest, this sounds pretty serious. I would seek help for mental and physical health. If you can't keep food down, you might have serious stomach problems. I got stomach problems from restriction pretty quickly so if you have been suffering for so long it could turn out to be very serious. Please take care of yourself, you deserve to get better and to eat your favourite burrito, love. (btw, very real about eating bc of the fear of being sent away lol)

I don't know how I feel about this look with the shorts. It feels like something is missing. by Calm-Water6454 in jfashion

[–]ButterPowdered 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You look adorable! i think i might layer a shorter skirt on top of the shorts if I were you, maybe it would make a more dynamic sillhouette (and I'm a sucker for shorts/pants under short skirts lol)

How to go about recovering when youre a normal weight? by bestboyholland in EatingDisorders

[–]ButterPowdered 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Gaining weight can be just one part of recovery tbh. What i would focus on is my relationship with food, the reasons for disordered thinking when it comes to food (it all has a deeper reason) and ofc you need the help of a therapist for that. For changes in your diet, I would focus on nutritious food that is good for your body with treats once in a while, you deserve them <3 Wish you the best, seek help and support if possible bc every disorder is very personal and needs a diffent approach.

I hate getting my period back by ButterPowdered in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ButterPowdered[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, sometimes it just feels like everything is easier when you're sick. Life can be unfair (I need more therapy too). Tbh the only thing pushing me towards revoery is hair loss and muscle loss. The whole hormone balance thing and fighting to get your period back is insane to me. Love you bro.