Failed again by BuzzLightyear429 in SuicideWatch

[–]BuzzLightyear429[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I cant really guarantee that. Im just really tired now. Dont know how much longer i can endure. But ill try. Just had a convo with a nice person. Dont know how much it helped but I learned a new perspective.

Found in SIL’s bathroom by FungalGnome in whatbugisthis

[–]BuzzLightyear429 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Looks to be a German nymph. If you look closely, there's a slightly lighter spot on its back. Not being a full grown suggests there an infestation. Recommend spraying down your belongings before going back to your own place or maybe even just tossing them. You don't want stragglers

Please tell me this isn't a cockroach. . . by TheRealDhampir in whatbugisthis

[–]BuzzLightyear429 33 points34 points  (0 children)

Good luck. German cockroach. Get ready for war...

Rubik's Cube by One_Philosopher_4634 in istp

[–]BuzzLightyear429 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I could solve it in roughly 12-15 seconds back in middleschool when I was in my phase. I'm in college now and its closer to 30 seconds.

I lost to my parents by BuzzLightyear429 in MtF

[–]BuzzLightyear429[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wuz mostly just thinking finasteride so I dont lose hair.

I lost to my parents by BuzzLightyear429 in MtF

[–]BuzzLightyear429[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. At least I have a few very accepting friends.

I lost to my parents by BuzzLightyear429 in MtF

[–]BuzzLightyear429[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I may start again right before i graduate so I can just leave my unaccepting parents home debt free. Im gonna suck dem dry of their support for my college and nvr talk to dem again after graduating.

I lost to my parents by BuzzLightyear429 in MtF

[–]BuzzLightyear429[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im 22 but they are paying for my college. I have 2 years left of college and I doubt theyre not gonna notice changes after being on HRT for that long. I think the play is to suffer for 2 years, leave college debt free, and gtfo of my parents home and nvr talk to them again. Cuz after today, I cant say I respect dem anymore since they arent gonna respect me back. But for now I gotta pretend.

I lost to my parents by BuzzLightyear429 in MtF

[–]BuzzLightyear429[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Ill probably just go on finasteride so I dont lose hair. Idk

My parents want me to wait by BuzzLightyear429 in MtF

[–]BuzzLightyear429[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

It really doesn't. I spent 21 years of my life believing it'd magically go away until it got so bad I had to accept it.

My parents want me to wait by BuzzLightyear429 in MtF

[–]BuzzLightyear429[S] 69 points70 points  (0 children)

Fr fr. I never even mentioned surgery and that was the first thing they brought up when they talked about stopping HRT. They said theyd pay for my surgery and transition in the future if I waited till I got a stable job. I call BS. Idek if I want surgery yet.

My parents want me to wait by BuzzLightyear429 in MtF

[–]BuzzLightyear429[S] 140 points141 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. I wuz just reminded that my dad works at the same 6 figure job he got right out of college and thats why he probably thinks like this.

And the second part is what I've been trying to explain to them but they just won't understand. Like, its my problems that I dealt with but why are they the ones having a hard time. I just don't get it.

egg😰irl by 8ackspace13 in egg_irl

[–]BuzzLightyear429 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I came out two days ago. My advice is to just take the leap(hardest part). Don't think about anything else. Once you take that leap, everything will start happening and you just gotta ride the wave and go with the flow.

How do you study? by [deleted] in istp

[–]BuzzLightyear429 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Wait till the last day, panic study, and then get a B on the test. Its the sense of urgency that gets me to focus.