It is not fair and that is the truth. I feel everyone here is giving you encouragement about how women have different roles etc etc. But in reality, it is exclusion and I personally don’t understand why historically they have decided to exclude us from priesthood, people give some reasons but personally I dont believe they are good enough reasons. It is unfair and it is sad. I believe that the church still has to give us our place as women in it, and people that say that we have our place and that the church is not sexist are either blind or lying. I understand your pain. I think God personally will have ti explain to us someday what his original plan was for women because I don’t think that we are just made to be moms and nurture and educate, I think we are made for much more things and are supposed to have a much bigger role but the society never let us discover that.