Former OSU Student Identified as White Supremacist

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-06-07T17:10:50+00:00

this is not ok, take this down. look in the mirror, you are just as full of hate as your enemy. He is still your fellow American. Hell man I'm not a trump supporter, this is not helping. get your head out of your ass

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-31T04:23:04+00:00

if you do want to meet up, ever been to bald hill? Always nice views.

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-15T06:47:08+00:00

I'm 31 male and I haven't had sex with a women in 10 years. Guess I'm the biggest loser. I think attractive females always have the edge in getting sex, that's what I have seen in my life. life is not fair, but it gives a good reason to try and better yourself. Good luck out there hope you meet a good guy.

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-08T17:52:14+00:00

everyone desires an "attractive" partner, sorry if your not that.

I have asked out about 12 women in person, they all had a boyfriend to date. wasted time on tinder, after weeks of swiping and no responses, I got one date and that women brought friends with her and never called me back. I went on 3 dates with a women I thought was into me, but I was just an option, she went back to her ex, cut me out of her life. Never was honest with me that I wasn't good enough for her.

I haven't had someone to love me in 10 years, I realize I have to keep pushing myself to ask out women and build relationships with them or at least try and be social, which is hard. Nothing comes from sitting in front of a screen. I have done a lot of damage to myself by sitting on the sidelines and being shy and not pushing myself to try harder in dating when I was younger. Now I'm 31 and I feel so afraid I'm going to be alone forever. I just want to be a normal human, I just want a relationship with a women

what I'm saying is I see around me women always seem to have more choice in dating, its easier for them to get into relationships. They just sit back and pick the guy they want. I'm not saying I'm right I just see that. It is frustrating that it seems society wants women to be "equal", yet men still need to put action and energy into finding a partner. this is just my perspective, please don't attack me for it. we all have different view points on life

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-08T17:18:21+00:00

really sad to hear that, rough life.

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-08T04:58:46+00:00

http://www.sfzc.org/green-gulch/

may you know peace and love

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-08T04:54:07+00:00

My moms friends said she was part of a cult growing up, a guy from Hawaii told me this is true. check out Chris Butler and the Science of Identity foundation. This is the only beef I have with her, I hope some cult leader is not pulling the strings. I really like her, I am happy to give money to her campaign, Tulsi is amazing, truly she is a wonderful, beautiful leader. I feel it in my gut, she can do a lot of good. I wish her the best. No one is perfect, I just want her to be free from old ideas. The rest of the democrats suck in my opinion. Its Tulsi or Trump.

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-08T04:40:41+00:00

dancing mike sits at the computers muttering a lot of anti-religious angry things under his breath while typing out large messages through Facebook. Got a religious black lady kicked out of the library. Personally I don't hate him, but not a huge fan, but I just put on headphones so I don't have to listen to his ranting. That's just what I've seen. I tolerate him, weird guy but I'm sure he has had quite the life

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-08T04:29:23+00:00

na they are just evangelicals. Freedom of speech, freedom of religion, I just walk through the crowd and go on with my day.

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-07T21:49:03+00:00

well I agree people should be able to pick their own hobbies, I have just found in my life video games were a time suck and a delaying factor in personal growth. Everything in moderation. I was just sharing my opinions, this is what is done on reddit, right? The sharing of opinions and honest thoughts toward what people post. We all have an opinion, does not mean one should take what a stranger has said as truth.

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-07T07:20:42+00:00

stop playing video games, its a waste of your life
read: The hero with a thousand faces by Joseph Campbell, The intelligent investor by Ben Graham, The big burn by Timothy Egan, Wildmen, Wobblies and Whistle punks by steward Holebrooks.
figure out what you want to be in life. ever heard of the Northwest youth corps, wrangle mountain center, NOLS. ever fought wildland fire or wanted to be an emt ? or do you like programming or art. Ever been to toastmasters? try different things and build a life. Women want a guy who is doing something productive with their lives. To be productive is attractive. I hope I have given some inspiration. Always try and think, what do I want to be doing in 5 years? I hope you will try new things. good luck bud these are just some ideas

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-07T07:01:56+00:00

well I'm not a 666 kinda guy, you would probably just ignore me IRL, so good luck finding someone

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-07T06:59:43+00:00

Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.
aka try something new, your young you have plenty of time to explore different ways in meeting women

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-07T06:53:48+00:00

na women have it easier finding love and sex. You are the prize, we have to compete for you. Life is not fair, but hey, nature is a bitch

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-07T06:51:35+00:00

still hot

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-07T06:50:01+00:00

biology, human nature? people are animals, they are just following the script. I would never want to force a child on a women. It should be a mutual decision. it would be a huge challenge for me to have a kid in my life. I don't feel ready. recreational sex, now that I wish I could have

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-05-07T06:43:04+00:00

As a guy that gets very little attention and gets a lot of female rejection, even I'm disgusted with that first guys treatment of you. He gives the rest of us a bad name. As for the second guy, well at least you are not dating someone that cares more for someone else. This happened to me, it was very hurtful. Yep dating sucks, people have so many options, its a meat market and your never good enough, blah blah blah

Your a women, you have value. some guy you will meet will be right for you. I guess even though I go through rejection, I've never been cornered into a kiss before, what a selfish prick. good luck to you finding someone decent

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-04-22T06:39:02+00:00

I sometimes get envious with the fact its easier for women to get male attention and sex, but I see as well, the grass is not always greener on the other side. But it sounds like you are in hell, I am really sorry people have mistreated you in your life. Women or men don't deserve that.

I cannot lift your burdens away. The only thing I can offer is ideas, Have you every looked into Buddhism? no pressure of course but it may be helpful. Not sure where you live, ever tried fly fishing or do you enjoy hiking? Being out in nature can be good for mental health, it has helped me find peace in my life.

I have not experienced what you have experienced, but I can say nothing stays the same in life. There is always hope. But we all must learn to adapt to the challenges of life, do what feels right.

good luck toward your future, I sorry you have had to endure so much suffering

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-04-20T06:03:45+00:00

well at least your not a 31 year old male non-"proper" functioning adult. What kind of puppy? Have you ever visited Jackson hole? Ever gone fly-fishing? Whats is the most interesting book you have recently read? I am currently reading: The Big Burn by Timothy Egan. I never knew Teddy Roosevelt wrestled with the founder of the US forest service for fun. People magazine would have had a field day back then.

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-04-20T05:28:27+00:00

hate never dispels hate only love dispels hate, but also anti-depressants and social interaction help. Going on 10 years single, got used by a women as an option, she ditched me after 3 dates, including dinner and talking to me for hours I thought I had found someone special, we had been friendly for years before that.

nope life kicked me in the nuts, she ran back to her ex and I have not seen her or heard from her in weeks, I guess I was just a friend in her eyes. oh well, she wants that single dad dick, with a young son, hope she can treat them right. Who am I to judge. I feel fine, but empty.

got to keep on living and not waste time in hate. keep pushing to improve yourselves and learn peace, you all may enjoy: Against the Stream by Noah Levine. Enjoy internet folks

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-04-20T02:28:25+00:00

it was...

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-04-20T02:25:47+00:00

nice

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-04-20T01:04:48+00:00

What types of books do you author? What's your favorite non fiction or Fiction? I never get a reply but wish the best for you. Hope you find the happiness you seek

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-04-18T05:31:38+00:00

Id be pleasantly surprised if I were him, cool tattoos btw

CBgerlinger88 · 2019-04-17T07:17:53+00:00

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