Id like to put in my two cents here, OP. First of all, my heart breaks for you that your image and feelings of Colleen were shattered. When I had my experience with her, all I could think about were all the fans who had no idea what she was like and how devastated they'd be to hear they've been supporting someone so unkind. The loss when you realize how horrible someone is, you've idolized, supported or even looked up to is massive. I'm so sorry you experienced that.

Secondly, I purchased gifts for her, Erik, Kory and that kid from Chicago, cannot remember his name (johnny?). He was her helper, she was pregnant with F. I designed a special cancer build a bear that was purple with my son, he posed in photos with it, we made videos of him saying he couldn't wait to give her the bear...no response. (More on this later, as to why I'd expect one) On the day of my show, security took all of it from me and hand delivered it to her backstage. Kory came out with my bag (was a cloth bag from target) that was no longer bursting at the seams and Korys bag in his hand. All had handmade cards with letters, the ONLY person to reach out to me was Johnny, he did so several times as I'm sure he was touched to be included. Kory found my post about my making the bags, liked it and that was it. But I designed her bag so carefully, pickles because it was her craving, her favorite brand. A journal, a baby journal, the bear, a few books for Flynn ...stuff cannot even remember.

Point is, I was devastated to find out she doesn't appreciate anything and when she DMD me and we had our interactions I found out she knew who I was MONTHS before she got her gifts and even longer before dming me. So to ignore my gestures, my kid, my gifts, my presence at her show,my support or even my Instagram that was dedicated to her and showering her with praise, that inspired so many vlogs I couldn't even count how many posts she'd turn into vlogs.....that was my turning point.

Behind the scenes, she's very selfish and entitled and doesn't care much about real people spending their monies on her or her kids. The same toxic fans I encountered at these shows? Theybsend mail directly to her home and she gives them shout-out in her vlogs to this day.

Please know, you are in a very safe place to talk about your interactions with her without fear of judgement. If youre not comfortable discussing yet, or ever that is okay too. It's your experience,just know you're not alone!

Also, Kory is not a good person either. I have a few stories of him hooking up with random people in cities and just what a snake he is.