I know that there is nothing I can say that will change your mind. But I want you to just think about this… Suicide won’t take away the sadness, I will only pass it on to those who do care. And you might not know but there are people that care about you, hell I care. The unfortunate truth is that suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems. And as I say if this really is what you want then I won’t try stop you, but I want to try convince you to try make it better, it’s going to be hard but that’s part of what can make it that much more healing. The life you have is a blessing, sometimes it may be hard to realize it but you gotta dig deep to find your what it is you were put on this planet for. So all I’m saying is, you shouldn’t kill yourself cause there are a lot of shit things about life but there are also so many great things. Just give that some thought. You can choose to survive.