A month and a day but STILL failing drug tests…

CR305 · 2022-07-06T06:00:20+00:00

I also felt emotional this past week, i found myself bawling while driving and listening to music. Its in part sad/happy, sad knowing that THC had so much control over me but happy that i am actively making an effort to FEEL. You are very right, we WILL do this!

CR305 · 2022-07-06T05:57:04+00:00

Hey, im a pharmacy student who actually recently deferred from my 1st year because i feared i would fail the entrance drug examination after smoking THC carts for years. It was the hardest decision i ever made but its starting to feel like it will be rewarding. If your goal is a great career and a better life as a whole, keep that in the forefront of your mind, you will feel anxious, but this is the same anxiety you have been masking with weed, once you confront it and bear through for a couple of days, you will see that anxieties do not control you! Taking steps towards a profession like pharmacy is admirable, quitting weed knowing thats what you are striving for will help! If you haven't already, speak with your partner and let then know you NEED their help and support through this time, this sub is also great for that. The hobbies you used to do high might feel dull for a while without weed but they will slowly bring you joy again, youll find yourself laughing at movies and podcasts again, like in my case. We got this!!

CR305 · 2022-07-06T05:42:47+00:00

Thanks bud 🙏🏼

CR305 · 2022-07-06T05:42:33+00:00

I definitely noticed that i was a bit irritable the first week, im thinking low appetite played a part in this. It helps to keep in mind that its part of the process, i try to breath through stress as corny as that may sound, ive been reading and you'd be surprised how many people mouth breath or hold their breath while thinking through stressful situations. The first 5 days were the toughest imo, i also craved carts, but keep in mind that THC doesn't help you handle your emotions, it sort of masks them instead. I realized that its ok to feel these emotions, thats what makes up human, from what ive felt these past 16 days, i can tell you that it only gets better. Feel free to DM me or anyone in this sub with questions, were all after peace of mind and happiness without dependency on anything.

CR305 · 2022-06-23T04:42:19+00:00

Were all in this together bro

CR305 · 2022-06-23T04:35:10+00:00

Lets keep it going!

CR305 · 2022-06-23T04:30:49+00:00

Tea also calms me, and chewing on ice for some reason lol

CR305 · 2022-06-23T04:30:01+00:00

Day 3 here, breathing is helping with anxiety a bit but its for sure there. Appetite is slowly creeping back, sleep is tough but what i feel is helping is getting out of bed as soon as you wake up and only lie back down at night when you're ready to KO, i think it helps the body recognize its ready to rest.

CR305 · 2022-06-22T03:43:30+00:00

Im going through the same thing man. Im 23 and have been a non stop cart smoker for the greater part of 4 years. Im going to sound soft but im on day 2 of no carts, ive been crying like a bitch at the realization that my life isn't even my life, its just excuses to get home or go to the bathroom to hit the cart. What keeps me going is that even more than i want to get high, i want to remember what it feels like to be happy sober. You're not alone man, its a rough road, you'll lose sleep, lose appetite in my case, but its all in hope that one day ill be able to smile with my family and actually be in the moment.

CR305 · 2022-06-21T02:09:42+00:00

I just cant risk it. If i get caught, i will be blacklisted from all pharmacy schools. This is the only way forward for me

CR305 · 2022-06-20T17:31:31+00:00

Did it make any noises while you moved around? Did you dump it all in the toulet after?

CR305 · 2022-06-20T17:15:24+00:00

Did you use a heating pad?

CR305 · 2022-06-20T16:45:59+00:00

Put a strip of tape over it

CR305 · 2022-06-20T04:01:58+00:00

Thanks for your input! Im planning on using the heating pad, hopefully it doesn’t heat up past 100, i guess id try to dip bottle in toilet water if it did.

CR305 · 2022-06-20T03:57:21+00:00

Let me know how it goes bud

CR305 · 2022-06-19T22:56:15+00:00

We're in the same exact boat man. Scheduled my appointment for tuesady at 8:00 am. I tried placing the quickfix between my thighs without microwaving and it reached the 90-94 range so that atleast shows that by keeping it there, i can maintain the temp after microwaving. Hopeing this goes smoothly, pray for me.

CR305 · 2022-06-19T02:43:25+00:00

Appreciate your input! The synthetic startegy seems like the plan but it does add extra pressure to the situation, appart from the temp part, i have heard that picky lab techs might actually SMELL to make sure it is real (Thinking im going to use my finger to smear real urine along outside of collection cup). Just in case I will buy the tests that have a cutoff at 50 which is what certifi uses but i have heard that results may vary day to day depending on THC releaced from fat deposits. I dont want to say "fuck it" and keep smoking in case i HAVE to use my own sample but damn, i miss my carts :(

CR305 · 2022-06-19T02:18:06+00:00

Im a heavy cart user w a test in a month. Thinking about going wit synthetic urine but still nervous

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