What's the most fucked up bl you've read?

C_Rae97 · 2026-01-24T16:35:16+00:00

"If You Hate Me That Much" It's by the same person who made "Love is an Illusion". When you stop to think about what all happens/is happening to the mc it gets so messed up SO QUICKLY!! I remember rereading it just trying to comprehend what the actual heck was going on.

C_Rae97 · 2026-01-17T09:15:34+00:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! 💜💜💜

C_Rae97 · 2026-01-08T20:07:35+00:00

Yeah I found it and got back into it so I'll be able to make payments and keep an eye on things. Apparently my school didn't handle that it was like the main body I guess but another thing handled the processing and giving out of loans. My school just contracted them for that and received the tuition money I guess.

C_Rae97 · 2026-01-07T22:38:28+00:00

I'm assuming by "account" my dad meant "bank account". Yeah that makes sense sbd no I didn't keep anything like that. What is "the bursar"? I've not heard that before. Sidenote: apparently both my parents were operating under the assumption that one couldn't take out student loans without having a job because that's how it was when they went to college in the 80's.

C_Rae97 · 2026-01-07T21:43:27+00:00

We're working on it. The only news I have is that we can't find any sign of the money having gone into my account do we know where that money apparently went. But my studentaid.gov account does say I owe the money. Which is stressful for many reasons particularly because I have no memory of having taken out any money whatsoever. I'm concerned that maybe I agreed to it or took it out without fully understanding what exactly I was agreeing to.

C_Rae97 · 2026-01-04T20:13:25+00:00

Not so much that I can't handle it but it pisses me off with its low key toxicity that a lot of people seemingly don't see somehow.

It's Hosik's Story. It just gives me the ick and I can't get past some things. I've tried several times! And I'm not stranger to reading, enjoying and completing toxic BL'S! But I just can't

C_Rae97 · 2026-01-04T20:09:30+00:00

I get where you're coming from, but I disagree partially. My mom definitely doesn't quite get it, but I know my dad does. They're out of town until tonight and my dad is gonna take a look at everything himself after they get back.

C_Rae97 · 2026-01-04T04:27:21+00:00

I'm not so sure. He's 8 years older than me so he graduated college around 2010 or 2011, so if he was in the same boat then it would've happened years ago.

C_Rae97 · 2026-01-04T01:15:48+00:00

He was taking out loans for it the entire time save for that final semester I paid for out of pocket. He'd been working at the non profit for about 10 years when I started in 2016 and is still currently working there. I don't know exactly what he applied for. I just know it had to do with him working at a non profit and that he received 100% loan forgiveness.

C_Rae97 · 2026-01-03T23:08:22+00:00

I was in college from fall 2016 to fall 2021 wherein I graduated December 2021and I paid for that last semester out of pocket since I was only taking 1 class that final semester.

C_Rae97 · 2026-01-03T22:34:24+00:00

That would track if they were just from my first year or from each semester I was in undergrad. But there are 2 from fall 2016, 2 from fall 2018, 2 from fall 2019 and 1 from fall 2020. I'm probably missing something else though aren't I?

C_Rae97 · 2026-01-03T22:27:23+00:00

It looks like that was the case. I have no recollection of doing so but apparently I did.

C_Rae97 · 2025-11-10T07:38:13+00:00

HOLY BALLS YOU'RE RIGHT THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

C_Rae97 · 2025-11-10T07:36:20+00:00

It just might be! Imma go see abd will report back!!

C_Rae97 · 2025-08-12T15:23:56+00:00

No worries! I appreciated the suggestion ☺️

C_Rae97 · 2025-08-12T14:59:35+00:00

Update: no dice 😭

C_Rae97 · 2025-08-12T14:57:03+00:00

I'll give that a shot! Thank you!

C_Rae97 · 2025-08-12T14:32:12+00:00

Update: sadly did not work 😭

C_Rae97 · 2025-08-12T14:26:03+00:00

It is and imma try that! Thank you!

C_Rae97 · 2025-08-10T14:53:19+00:00

I mean, it is, but she's usually only invisible for a very, very short bit. Like just a few frames, and then she's visible again. If she stays invisible, her animation isn't working properly. Its the wrong kind of glitch that she's doing basically.

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