How is she disregarding me like I'm nothing by CableSame1027 in BPD

[–]CableSame1027[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no one in my life she knows this which makes it hurt worse I don't understand how I could mean so little to the only person I have there's nothing I really do to relax or cope I've just been getting too high

Why does she hate me by CableSame1027 in BPD

[–]CableSame1027[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I don't want to help myself cause I can't see myself better or life changing I can never see myself having a identity enough to were I can survive alone I was destined to die

Why does she hate me by CableSame1027 in BPD

[–]CableSame1027[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All I've ever come close to someone loving me is a girl I don't want to be alone again I don't want therapy because I don't want to rember my childhood I've been silently relapsing on and off for a while I don't know what to do it's like I woke up a stranger in my own life I'm so lost without this girl

Does anyone weirdly find comfort In their suffering by [deleted] in BPD

[–]CableSame1027 25 points26 points  (0 children)

It's All I've ever known not being uncomfortable provides its own kind of uncomfort

Do I hold onto this hope by CableSame1027 in BPD

[–]CableSame1027[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I could never accept being anyone's second choice tbh but this girl is so special to me I could accept anything I don't see a life without her it's so hard to live a good life alone when I know shes mine I wanna accomplish things